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[cherryx]

I have been lost a bit lately, perhaps because I have been living out of suitcases and my roommate's boyfriend had spent more nights in my house than I have. Perhaps because I realize I have been spinning my wheels. Perhaps because I know what's behind me yet I have no idea what's ahead.

I think I'm frightened of change.

I think I am going to move to San Diego in 9 months. It's when my lease is up. Maybe we could get out of the lease early? Will I be ready by then?

I'm ready.