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edward called me around 10:30 to tell me he was arrested. [he didn't know that while riding a bike, one must obey traffic laws] i've been doing what i can to get him out. Since he skipped out on bail last time, he needs a co-signer. (that would be me) If I co-sign, I'd be responsible. If he skips out on bail this time, I would owe the bondsman double what the bond is [which is $3,000] This is very hard for me to say, but I'm not going to do it. I can't put myself out like that for him. Not again. Not this time.
I've been talking to his sisters off and on since I told them what happened. I guess they're under the impression I'm going to bail him out. I don't have the balls to tell them I'm not. Nelda (one of his sisters) said that "he'll lose everything" if I don't get him out. I hate all this unfair pressure.
I will not cave. I will not do it. Not only because I don't have the money... but I just can't. I WON'T.
Someone please tell me to be strong. Please. Deep down, I know I'm doing the right thing. I know it. But... it hurts.