Jul 10, 2005 12:28
why must everything always get so fucking misconstrued? im mean honestly, why do i not have any standing, why must i be analyzed over and over. One day you'll find it doesn't do you any good. just because things don't go your way, you just tell yourself what you want to hear so it hurts less, or to make yourself feel better about yourself. just fine do whatever you want, and i don't have to tell you that because i know you will. But i guess i'll start living up to your image of me. That'll simply make things a lot easier won't it. Because then you won't have to lie to yourself anymore.
Perhaps one day i'll find the audacity i need. and save us all a lot of trouble.