Just really pissed off...
I guess i just really need something private that no one is going to read and no is going to look at that will bother me, and where i can vent and not be bothered with anyones opinions about anything. Some things in life are really starting to bug me and one happens to be with someone i am semi close with. This person used to be really close to me until some things recently happened, and now we seem to be forever apart. I dont really care though because htis person gets under our nerves so bad. He is so annoying and sometimes i jsut really want to stop talking to him, and i do - i go days without talking to him because he doesnt seem to mind or care. I feel like everything just falls in this persons lap, and they have such a fucking COOSH life! Everything! No financial responsibility, none. It really bothers me when eric and i struggle and work so DAMN FUCKING hard everyday. My jobs are so fucking physical, and most people have no fucking idea! Nor could they handle everything we do. both get up early and work so fucking hard. I will change that all though. Because i see people all around me just get everything handed to them and dont really have to work at all. Why was i supposed to work so hard in this life? Thats what i need to find out.