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i have such conflicting thoughts right now.
im excited as hell about new york but i know while im there my life as i know it is changing. and i hate change. specially when i love everything about my life right now.
i love him so much. and im terrified that one day hes going to wake up and say "why am i with her?".
especially when we are about to go through some hard times.
distance sucks.
i want us to work out more than anything.
im excited as hell about new york but i know while im there my life as i know it is changing. and i hate change. specially when i love everything about my life right now.
i love him so much. and im terrified that one day hes going to wake up and say "why am i with her?".
especially when we are about to go through some hard times.
distance sucks.
i want us to work out more than anything.