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[cherrysolider69]

Well today i was suppose to go to the PIMA FAIR but i guess not. Maybe saturday. I was gonna surprise 11 and come see him this weekend but after liz called him and he said he didnt want to see me again i was just like fuck him then. I hurt so bad and i dont know why.I feel like a peice of me is missing. Like when i think about it it makes me so depressed but then reality kicks in and just says it was bound to happen adventually.:( I just though this day wouldnt have come so quickly. Time suxs. Acouple days ago i was talking to my friend Sarah from pheonix and she told me that the last time she talked to him was like 2 weeks ago and he was telling her that he was gonna buy me a promis ring. Promising that when he did move that he would come back to me. I know that sounds kinda unrealistic. But it just plain sucks. It should be the other way around. He should be the one calling me and me acting like a bitch and act like i dont care. I didnt do anything to deserve this. Last night i was so tempted to call him because im so use to hearing his voice before i go to bed. its like my lullabu..... i couldnt go to sleep.I just wanted him to tell me everything was gonna be okay so i could go to sleep. Thats sounds so gay but its so true!!!! :(
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Some one at schools has beein sayin shit about me that shouldnt be talkin. cough copugh TURTLE DICK...lol Yesterday when he said all that shit it just totally brough my day down. And this morning Wow that sure made me feel good. Im just glad that my friends have my back and are sayin shit to this Cold QUEEF. Wow i guess i need to lose more weight huh.. cuz he int the only one that has said this to me..