May 04, 2006 12:09
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
You say you're gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why'd you have to go and pick me?
When you knew that we were different, completely
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can't stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn't have to
And I feel so mean, I feel in between
'Cause I'm about to give you away
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend (for someone else to take)
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend (am I making a mistake?)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them (all the time that we wasted)
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girl, friend
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
I'm about to give you away for someone else to take
I'm about to give you away for someone else to take
We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs
And we've been in between the days for years
And I know that when I see you I'm going to die
I know I'm going to want you and you know why
It's going to kill me to see you with the next girl
'Cause I'm the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl
But I should have thought of that before we kissed...
::sigh:: another day not knowing what to expect. i feel like such an ass for crying at school. i hate drama and i'm spreading it around. hes gonna regret what he said/did at johanns show cuz i'm gonna be lookin' good! i just want him back. i dont want to force him to get back with me tho i want him to get back with me cuz he wants to be with me. not because i'm guilt tripping him. this whole time i'm making my self look like a pathetic loser and hes just having a good old time. he was even singing a song about how were over "peter doesnt want bryna" were the lyrics. i dont understand how someone can be sooo cruel after two years of a loving relationship. he says i need to change and i'm offering to change but he wont give me another chance. hes probably cheating on me. whatever i'm done crying i'm not gonna cry for someone who wont cry for me. i'm done making myself look pathetic while hes laughing at me cry. i'm done.
johanns show moved to the 19th?