you're haunting my dreams...
hmmm so yeah...really weird mood right now...
i did REALLY well at my speech competion (haha WAYYYY better than i did in 4th period!) i didnt mess up at ALL!! yay!! but cara won.. CONGRATS! hey-i still have two more years to do this. so yeah..oh and it was fun eating dinner with zach haha he makes me happy. *good conversations tonight* but yeah so i saw a very beautiful man named Eric Hayden. he goes to Kate School and he's a junior...and VERY attractive. hes really nice too. anyway THAT was cool...we will see if fate lets me see him again.
and yeah my OPPOSITE side of my mood are things like as follows...
I REALLY miss them...i broke down tonight when i was in the shower...i cant believe that they are gone! i dont understand why i had to lose them..i dont get it at all...yeah so this has gotten me thinking..and yeah...not such good stuff. I just wish they could come back..even for just a little bit..so i could say goodbye to them...
also...there is a girl that is driving me crazy! i swear she has a problem. Dont straight up lie to me! dont be two faced. dont make useless promises...dont break the "rules of friendship/girls" DONT EVER TELL ME THAT YOU WILL STAY AWAY AGAIN!! i dont even wanna think about you! do u realize how wrong this is for you to do?? do u realize that u'll be over it in like a month...but u will have lost me for a LOT longer? do u realize how fricken retarded u are being? do u realize how much pain ur putting me through?? get a fricken life! ur pathetic! i really truly feel sorry for you...u dont know who u truly are..u just put on an act HOPING and PRAYING that people will accept u. well good luck at that..
yeah so basically i cant WAIT until tomorrow! i REALLY need some good times...(its probably gonna turn out to be a bad reason that i "participate," mel, but oh well...i need it now) i cant wait to see hayley..and to chill with my best friend! (oh how i love her!)
You better make sure i have fun on friday night! haha we still have to get everything together! lol..
im getting more comfortable with rehearsals...i just have to keep my confidence up!
ugh ive been nautious (um sp?) all day...and part of yesterday...and yeah...ive been in a lot of pain lately...not good...oh well..
ok well im really weird right now (pissed, sad, lonely, tired, confused, annoyed, anxious, sorta happy, sick, and yeah a bunch of other stuff all in one too)..and yeah...i need to go start my hw.
Peace~
i did REALLY well at my speech competion (haha WAYYYY better than i did in 4th period!) i didnt mess up at ALL!! yay!! but cara won.. CONGRATS! hey-i still have two more years to do this. so yeah..oh and it was fun eating dinner with zach haha he makes me happy. *good conversations tonight* but yeah so i saw a very beautiful man named Eric Hayden. he goes to Kate School and he's a junior...and VERY attractive. hes really nice too. anyway THAT was cool...we will see if fate lets me see him again.
and yeah my OPPOSITE side of my mood are things like as follows...
I REALLY miss them...i broke down tonight when i was in the shower...i cant believe that they are gone! i dont understand why i had to lose them..i dont get it at all...yeah so this has gotten me thinking..and yeah...not such good stuff. I just wish they could come back..even for just a little bit..so i could say goodbye to them...
also...there is a girl that is driving me crazy! i swear she has a problem. Dont straight up lie to me! dont be two faced. dont make useless promises...dont break the "rules of friendship/girls" DONT EVER TELL ME THAT YOU WILL STAY AWAY AGAIN!! i dont even wanna think about you! do u realize how wrong this is for you to do?? do u realize that u'll be over it in like a month...but u will have lost me for a LOT longer? do u realize how fricken retarded u are being? do u realize how much pain ur putting me through?? get a fricken life! ur pathetic! i really truly feel sorry for you...u dont know who u truly are..u just put on an act HOPING and PRAYING that people will accept u. well good luck at that..
yeah so basically i cant WAIT until tomorrow! i REALLY need some good times...(its probably gonna turn out to be a bad reason that i "participate," mel, but oh well...i need it now) i cant wait to see hayley..and to chill with my best friend! (oh how i love her!)
You better make sure i have fun on friday night! haha we still have to get everything together! lol..
im getting more comfortable with rehearsals...i just have to keep my confidence up!
ugh ive been nautious (um sp?) all day...and part of yesterday...and yeah...ive been in a lot of pain lately...not good...oh well..
ok well im really weird right now (pissed, sad, lonely, tired, confused, annoyed, anxious, sorta happy, sick, and yeah a bunch of other stuff all in one too)..and yeah...i need to go start my hw.
Peace~