May 21, 2006 14:08
hi. no need to read this,it's just me feeling sad and needing something to do. i don't know why but i am in a sad mood. well maybe because in 2 days i won't see these people for years if ever again. I love them. I just can't ..I don't know what i am trying to say. I just don't want to leave. On the other side i miss people in canada. I feel like i missed so much there. It I could choose to stay here...i don't know what I would do. I'm already thinking I have to come back and I haven't left yet. Though I sort of left some people already. I hate it. I meet someone really awesome somewhere and I probably won't ever see them again after one night. I can't think of any more things to say to explain how I feel. In love with this place and people here but the love of another place, other people is still there and I want to be in 2 places at once. I keep trying not to think of leaving but there is no way to avoid it. I will never forget these 9 weeks. I can't wait to see you all again.
I also can't wait to be with the people I miss so much in canada.
xo