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[cherrysakura]

so i cut my hair
got my nails done
but all the was last week
i also partied with tara felicia josh zack chris and james
just like the old days
we played truth or dare
boy was the fucked up
i had to do so much shit
if there was a winner in truth or dare
it would've been me
i didn't take ANY punches
i had to make out with like 3 people one of them felicia
i had to jack someone off [wtf? i know]
i had to get hit in the face with a dick
i had to lick tara's nipple
i had to let josh lick my toes

CAN WE SAY DISGUSTING?

yes

but this weekend

sucked?
yes

we went to houston to see leftover
a 4 hour drive by the way
i was the happiest person ever
i love leftover
i couldn't wait to see them
and this was a once in a lifetime thing because they are from cali
so they don't get this close that often
and they aren't big yet

they canceled two hours before we got there
so it was pretty much a 4 hour drive for NOTHING
actually 8 hour drive
because the drive home
i just got home an hour or so ago
CRAZY
and i'm tired as shit

then i feel like joseph is avoiding me
probably just pissed off at everything else that's going on

then my mom called and didn't even ask to talk to me
because she doesn't care
i always knew that
but she could at least pretend
i started crying
we were in the car
my dad felt really bad
so he bought my ice cream
and it was alot of fucking ice cream

something has been making my optimsum go away
and i'm not sure what it is ;/
but i don't like it

there is one good thing though

KATHY IS IN THE STATES AND I GET TO SEE HER NEXT WEEKEND IF NOT SOONER :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]