GOD DAMNIT
Hmm, hello? haha The hello is to no one i'm sure. Livejournal has kind of died off in popularity as myspace expanded its horizons.
Well here I am, 22 mother of a 3 year old little boy, jobless...and.....just here.
FUCK why did life have to change on me AGAIN!? God damnit. The one thing I NEVER EVER WANTED was to be a single mom and woop here I fucking am. I blame him...he's fucking getting married now and doing just as his father did. THANKS A LOT I should have known.... We went through hell together and you just ran away.
wow obviously i'm still bothered by the break up of my sons father. But its just bullshit. I am so tired everyday. It's so hard doing this.
I start school again tomorrow, I dont know why. I need to find a job! I'm negative $34 in my bank account with no income and i'm going to school!? aghhhhhhh frustrating.
ANyways...lol hopefully the next time i write in here my life will have changed yet again but maybe for the better!
xoxox
sarah*
Well here I am, 22 mother of a 3 year old little boy, jobless...and.....just here.
FUCK why did life have to change on me AGAIN!? God damnit. The one thing I NEVER EVER WANTED was to be a single mom and woop here I fucking am. I blame him...he's fucking getting married now and doing just as his father did. THANKS A LOT I should have known.... We went through hell together and you just ran away.
wow obviously i'm still bothered by the break up of my sons father. But its just bullshit. I am so tired everyday. It's so hard doing this.
I start school again tomorrow, I dont know why. I need to find a job! I'm negative $34 in my bank account with no income and i'm going to school!? aghhhhhhh frustrating.
ANyways...lol hopefully the next time i write in here my life will have changed yet again but maybe for the better!
xoxox
sarah*