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[cherrys2098]

I hate myself

for:

making out with another guy
not going to more car shows with james
not giving him all of my heart i hate myself so much!

now hes moving on, and i just feel sorry for myself. and im crying hysterically because im going to miss him so much. IM SO SORRY, im so stupid!

im so stupid...

i hate that you have a chance with a girl that is right up your alley...i want it to be me.

i love you, im so sorry...