[Fic] Last to Know - The Gazette - Reita x Ruki - o7/?
Title:Last to Know
Chapters: o7/?
Author:cherryrazor and neopolly
Genre:angst/romance, smut
Warnings: warning HET
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: ReitaxRuki mentioned AoixUruha
Synopsis:"Why was I the last to know? Why couldn’t you just tell me truth?"
Comments:This fic was written on a random whim. It's our first time posting. And just to clear up a few things I thought that it'd be best that I explain that the guys haven't developed a relationship yet.. but who knows.. right?
Hope ya'll enjoy!
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
chapter five
chapter six
Kai watched as Reita came back into the practice room and slumped on the sofa, a defeated look on his face.
“Is everything alright? We heard the two of you arguing and it sounded serious.”
“Yeah, everything’s fine. We just got into a disagreement on something. It was nothing serious.”
“Are you sure? It sounded bad. I’ve never heard you and Ruki arguing like that,” Uruha said as he moved away from Aoi and went to sit over by Reita, placing a comforting hand on the bassist’s shoulder.
“It was nothing, really. We just both seemed to have gotten up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.” Reita said, shrugging off the others’ concern.
“Oh Reita, I was meaning to ask you how Naoko was doing. I haven’t heard a thing from her and I’ve got a ton of recipes and stuff that I’ve been meaning to pass onto her, but haven’t had the chance to since I’ve been busy.” Kai said, changing the subject so that the bassist wouldn’t feel offended at their prodding.
“She’s doing fine. She was supposed to go out with the girls for some shopping today. She-“
Ruki walked into the practice room.
“Let’s get this show back on the road, shall we?”
Kai gave him a questioning look that was laced with concern, but Ruki didn’t take any notice of it as he walked over to his mic stand. The rest of the band got up, each walking over to their respective instruments. Aoi, Uruha and Kai exchanged worried glances, but did not prod the subject any further. If the two didn’t want to talk about it then they weren’t going to force them to.
Practice went on as usual, but the air around the vocalist and the bassist was so thick with tension and hurt that you could have cut it with a knife. Ruki ignored Reita to the best of his abilities feeling the anger swell inside of him at the bassists hurtful words.
“I hope you understand that what happened between us was a bloody mistake and will never happen again.” “That was a one time thing and will never happen again. And don’t you go thinking otherwise.” “You’re the one that has me confused.” “That was a one time thing and it’s not happening again.” What was Reita trying to prove? He’d enjoyed what had happened between them as much as Ruki had. Why was he denying it?
Ruki forced himself to concentrate throughout the rest of practice, but as it ended he bounded straight for the door and headed out, leaving the others to clean; to put away their gear and then to lock up. He wasn’t going to spend another minute in the room with Reita. Not if he didn’t have to.
~*~
Naoko was in the bedroom putting clothes in the closet when she heard Reita stomping in. She paused in her actions to listen to the noises Reita was making; angry huffing and slamming the doors like a ratty teenager. Peeking through the door she voiced out a meek “hi” but gained no answer from the raging bull that was now sitting on the couch and flipping feverishly through channels.
“Want anything to eat?” she asked as she tiptoed into the living room. At least this time she received a grunt for a reply and Reita followed her into the kitchen.
Naoko set a plate of food in front of Reita and went on to tell him about her day.
“I went shopping with the girls and I bought something that I think you might like.” She said winking at Reita.
“Good for you.” Reita mumbled not looking up from his food.
“And we went to this one café close by. They had the best cake there. I really have to take you there someday.”
“Yeah, great, whatever.”
“What's got your panties in a twist? Rough day?” Naoko queried her enraged boyfriend, but Reita didn’t reply. He just poked at the food with his fork, skewering it.
Reita grunted in reply, still not looking up from his food.
“Want to tell me what’s wrong?”
“Nothing at all.”
“It can’t be nothing, Reita! You’ve never been this upset when you’ve come home from practice. Now tell me. What happened?”
"It's nothing that you can help me with so just leave it, OK?"
"No I won't. Now tell me."
“For fucks sake you're persistent aren't you? FINE, so Ruki and I had a spat. I said some things to him that were a bit cruel and I think that I might have hurt his feelings, or something.”
“What? Reita, you should apologize to him.”
“Why should I?! He said some pretty hurtful stuff too! It’s not all my fault.”
“It’s not about whose fault it was, but about making amends. You should show Ruki that you’re man enough to admit when you’ve done wrong and maybe then he’ll apologize as well.”
“Yeah, maybe.”
“Not maybe, yes! I’m sure he’ll notice your efforts and put in an effort too.”
“Yeah, I guess you're right. Look, I'm sorry for being an asshole to you."
“It's fine, just get your ass off that chair and go over to his place and be a man. Apologize to him.”
Reita stood up, hugged Naoko and bound out the door towards his car.
~*~
Reita was feeling all too antsy when he dialed Ruki and sat there listening to the phone ring. Like always it seemed to take forever for Ruki to answer the phone. Reita gnawed on his lower lip and played with his car keys as he sat in his car waiting for Ruki to pick up. Finally he heard Ruki’s voice on the other end sleepily grunting something random.
“Hi Ruki! It’s Reita…sorry if I woke you up” he mumbled, still unsure of why he was even calling Ruki.
“Want to tell me one more time how it was a one time mistake, huh? You know what? You’re the kind of guy that fucks a person in the ass and then doesn’t even have the common courtesy to give a guy a reach around! ” Ruki said, his voice instantly becoming cold as he realized who he was talking to.
“I’m a wha- No no! I want to apologize for my shitty behavior before and…” Before he had the chance to continue Ruki had already hung up on him, leaving Reita more irritated than before. Reita stared at the phone for a moment and then dialed Ruki again, this time getting an answer faster.
“Reita just leave me the fuck alone! Just go and choke the one eyed snake or whatever the hell you normally do!” Ruki bitched.
“Ruki please wait! Don’t hang up on me. We really need to talk” Reita pleaded.
“I think we did enough talking this morning.” Ruki hissed but didn’t end the call.
“I’ll treat you to some coffee and then we’ll talk and sort this shit out, ok? Please?”
“No. I don’t want to see you” and then he hung up on Reita, again. Sighing out of frustration he dialed Ruki again and let the phone ring for a light year, or so it felt, until finally Ruki picked up, now sounding really annoyed “Reita really! I Don’t Want To See You Right Now.”
“Please give me a chance! I can’t let things be this fucked up between us. Just come to the usual café in 30 minutes. I’ll make it quick so you don’t have to suffer so much” This time Reita hung up on Ruki and started to make his way to the small café they visited all the time. It was a place for them to relax and unwind.
~*~
Ruki cursed under his breath and grabbed the pair of pants that were lying on the floor. Look at what you’ve done to me Reita, I’m never messy and now I’m even leaving my clothes on the floor, he thought vehemently. Grabbing his jacket and slipping some sneakers on Ruki left his apartment, running to the nearest bus stop and noticing that his ride was already coming. After climbing in and finding a seat, Ruki slumped on the hard bench lost in thought.
What on earth is he going to tell me? How not gay he is? How sorry he is for hurting me? How I should start dating some decent girl and stop fucking around?
Finally his stop came up and as he got off the bus he felt how his nervousness was getting worse. He had to walk a few meters before he reached the little café. He saw that Reita’s car was already parked on the side of the road just outside the cafe. Fighting the urge to flee Ruki forced himself to continue walking towards the door. Once he stepped inside the café he noticed that Reita was seated at a table in the corner and looking out of the window. He probably thinks that I’m gonna pull a no-show. Ruki quietly walked up to the table and plopped down on the chair opposite of Reita. The bassist was startled out of whatever thoughts that he may have been having.
“Hi. Didn’t think you’d show up. Not after what I said today.”
“Well, I’m here aren’t I?”
A moment of silence followed. Both men looked out of the window, lost in thought. Finally Ruki turned to Reita and broke the oppressive silence.
“If you’re not going to talk then I’m getting out of here. I have better things to do than to sit around with you. And you told me that you’d make it quick, so shoot.”
“Look, Ruki. I’m sorry about what I said earlier during the day. I didn’t mean to be so harsh. I shouldn’t have said what I said. We’re both to blame. It takes two to tango. At least that’s what I’ve learned. I just don’t want this. I’m not…”
“Gay?”
“Well, yeah. And I’m just confused. What happened that first night at the bar and the when I waltzed into your place the next evening shouldn’t have happened in the first place. And this latest thing shouldn’t have happened at all. I was drunk and I had no idea what I was doing.”
“Yeah, great excuse. I was drunk. Now where have I heard that before?” Ruki replied, venom dripping from his voice.
“I know it’s no excuse, but it’s the only explanation that I can think of. You know that I would never have done anything if I was sober.”
“Then what about that evening after our little show for Naoko? You were sober then, weren’t you?”
“I have no excuse for that… Look Ruki, All I want to do is say that I’m sorry. I don’t want us fighting. You’re my best friend for fuck’s sake.”
“Yeah, best friend that you’ve kissed twice and fucked once.”
“And I’m sorry. I just don’t know what else to say. I’m sorry. I really am.”
“Whatever. You’ve apologized, so can I go home now?”
“Yeah, I just hope you’ll forgive me.”
“We’ll have to see.”
Ruki pushed his chair back and got up to leave, but Reita stopped him by grabbing onto his hand. Ruki shuddered from the contact and pulled his hand out of Reita’s grip.
“What?!” Ruki asked, glaring at Reita.
“How did you get here? Did you take your bike?”
“I came here by bus and the next one leaves soon, so I’m gonna head off.”
“At least let me drop you off at home so that you don’t have to take the public transportation.“
“No. I’m fine with the bus, thank you.”
“I insist. I don’t want you out there all alone. God knows what might happen.”
“I’m a big boy. I can take care of myself.” Ruki started to head for the door, but Reita wouldn’t let up.
“Please Ruki. It’s the least that I could do after the way that I’ve been treating you”
The faster I agree to it, the faster we’re going to get to my apartment and the faster I’ll be rid of him. Ruki thought.
“Fine, drop me off at home then.”
The trip to Ruki's house was made in total silence with both of them stealing glances at each other. Once they arrived outside the apartment building they both got out and stood by Reita's car. Nervously searching his pockets for a cigarette Reita watched how Ruki turned around to face him.
Please don't leave me standing here Reita prayed in his head. The urge to touch the smaller man was burning his insides like nothing he had ever felt before.
"Guess I'll be going then. See you at the next practice" Ruki said with a wave of his hand and turned around to escape the situation. Ruki only managed to take a few steps towards the door before he felt Reita's hand wrap around his wrist halting him. Ruki twirled around quickly with a facial expression that left no room for misunderstandings, but the harsh look melted from his features when he looked at Reita, who didn't utter one word, just stared at him with his sinfully lovely eyes. This is not happening! Ruki snap out of it! THIS IS NOT HAPPENING! Full red-alert had gone off in Ruki's head, but in his petrified state he couldn't do anything about the way things were going, again. He tried yanking his hand out of Reita’s hold only to be pulled against the other man’s chest. His body felt like it had caught on fire, but instead of putting out the fire, he wanted to burn into ashes. His body took control of his actions and he pressed closer to Reita’s chest lifting his gaze to meet the bassist’s.
Automatically Reita leaned closer to Ruki’s face his mind screaming bloody murder, muttering so that Ruki could barely hear him “That was a one time thing,” his lips almost touched Ruki’s slightly chapped ones, ”It’s not happening again.” Whispering the last words before he hungrily crushed their lips together in a desperate kiss.
Kiss me kiss me kiss me
Your tongue is like poison
So swollen it fills up my mouth
Reita’s body acted on its own accord and after they broke the kiss for some air, he led Ruki inside the apartment building and in no time Ruki was crushed between his apartment door and Reita, trying blindly to fumble the door open. Finally succeeding in his attempts they both fell through the door and on to the floor of Ruki’s tiny hallway. Reita kicked the door shut behind them and continued kissing Ruki like he was trying to mould their lips together. Wanting to feel more of Reita, Ruki tugged his shirt off with a few hasty movements and then continued getting rid of his own hoodie, breaking their frantic kiss for a moment that, to them, seemed to last for eternity.
Love me love me love me
You nail me to the floor
And push my guts all inside out
Finally freed from his unwanted clothing, Ruki roughly pulled Reita back to his lips, deliciously moaning against Reita’s mouth, arching himself against the other and letting his body feel even more of the others’ skin. It felt like it was leaving invisible burn marks on him. Soon the small apartment was filled by moans of pleasure from the two bodies grinding against each other.
Again the monstrous lust he felt towards Ruki had managed to mess Reita up completely. The only thing he could think of was that he wanted to feel more of the smaller man that was writhing between him and the cold floor. Breaking the kiss he moved to concentrate his attention on the rest of Ruki’s body. Licking and nipping his earlobe Reita continued his way down to ravish Ruki’s neck, which still had the marks from their previous encounter.
Get it out get it out get it out
Get your fucking voice
Out of my head
Ruki absolutely loathed how weak he was when it came to Reita. He had already decided that he wouldn’t let Reita touch him ever again, but there he was, despite his determination and feelings, yet again lying under the bigger man who was licking and biting every bit of skin that he could reach. Soon Ruki was staring straight into the bassist’s eyes as Reita returned to assault Ruki’s swollen lips, catching them in a kiss that was filled with the passion that Reita had denied of holding for the younger man. Ruki whimpered into the kiss as he felt their erections rubbing between them, constricted by the rough denim.
I can’t let this get any further Ruki cried in his mind while his body was certainly enjoying the attention it was getting.
I never wanted this
I never wanted any of this
I wish you were dead
I wish you were dead
Gathering all of his remaining willpower Ruki managed to push Reita off of him and crawled away from his reach. Quickly standing up, followed by the still lust blinded Reita, Ruki pushed him to the corridor, threw his discarded clothes at him and managed to slam the door shut, leaving a bewildered Reita standing in the hallway with his aching erection.
Damn you Reita! Ruki swore in his head. Fuck you for doing this to me!
Ruki shook with suppressed fury. And then there’s my “little” problem to take care of! I should have just made you take care of it since you caused it! Fuck you Reita! Ruki thought as he walked towards the bathroom to relieve himself of the aching problem stuck in his pants.
He strode into the bathroom, turned on the shower and proceeded to undress himself, feeling relieved when his aching erection was freed from the constricting tightness of his jeans. He gingerly stepped into the shower and let the warm water wash over him.
Grabbing the soap he started to lather himself up, running his hands over his body. Ruki whimpered as his own hand brushed over his throbbing cock. He grabbed it in frustration and started to pump it in slow, almost painful strokes, letting his anger build up. He wanted a release and as he closed his eyes pictures of him fucking Reita like there was no tomorrow started to run in his head. He ran his thumb over the tip and groaned at the feeling that it caused. Oh god! He continued to stroke himself, the anger towards Reita driving him to hasten the speed of his hand. Soon Ruki felt the telltale signs of his orgasm burning in the pit of his stomach. As he neared his release Ruki sped up the speed of his hand, stroking himself with vigor. Ruki came, his release explosive, moaning out Reita’s name. Spent and still angry, he slumped against the wall. “That was a one time thing and will never happen again.” Fuck you! You started it! And this is what you do to me Reita. I’m a hopeless mess and it’s all because of you. FUCK YOU!
~*~
”...ruha! Uruha~~” Aoi’s voice broke Uruha out of his thoughts.
“Huh? What? Did you say something Aoi?”
“What, now you’re not even paying attention to me? What’s gotten my kitten so upset that he’s barely touched his dinner?” Aoi said, getting out of his chair and making his way to stand behind Uruha.
“It’s the whole Ruki and Reita thing. I’ve never heard them argue like that.” He felt Aoi place his hands on his shoulders and give them a reassuring squeeze before beginning to massage them.
“They’ll be alright kitten. They’re grown men. They’ll sort it out between them and everything will go back to normal. I’m sure of it. They’ve gotten through their quarrels before.”
“Yeah, I guess.” Uruha replied shrugging. “But I wonder what they were arguing about. Reita tells me everything, but this time he didn’t even want to talk about it. And Ruki is one of my best friends too. I don’t want them fighting.”
Aoi kept quiet, not knowing what to say. Uruha turned his head to look at his lover and smiled at him. Aoi leaned down to give Uruha a slow and passionate kiss breaking it only when the need for air became unbearable.
“Aoi, honey, would you mind drawing me a bath? I feel so tense. I think that a bath might help me relax.” Uruha murmured against Aoi’s lips.
“Anything for my kitten,” Aoi said giving Uruha a light peck on the lips and then moving towards the bathroom. Soon the sound of running water could be heard in the kitchen. Uruha heaved a heavy sigh and then ambled towards the bedroom in search of his bathrobe.
Aoi walked into the bedroom to find Uruha sitting on the bed with his bathrobe sitting in his lap, lost in thought. Aoi moved towards his lover and kneeled down in front of him.
“Kitten? We need to get you undressed if you plan on getting in that bath,” he said wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.
Uruha just nodded and let Aoi help him get undressed. He lifted his arms as Aoi tugged at the hem of his shirt. Uruha felt his lover run his calloused fingers over his smooth skin and placing kisses on the places that his fingers feathered over, worshipping the lead guitarist with his lips. Next Aoi’s hands moved down to Uruha’s jeans. His fingers did quick work of the buttons and the zipper. Uruha lifted his hips up so that Aoi could pull his jeans off. Aoi moved back to kiss his lover’s soft and pouting lips.
“Baby, the bathwater,” was all that Uruha could muster, feeling breathless from Aoi’s adoring attention.
Aoi moved to stand and offered his hand to Uruha, who took it and felt himself being pulled up onto his feet. Aoi took the bathrobe in his own hands and guided his boxer clad lover in to the bathroom. Uruha’s eyes widened at the sight that greeted him when he walked in. There were candles on every imaginable surface.
“I’m impressed,” Uruha said his voice barely above a whisper. He glanced over at Aoi, who had moved to the edge of the bathtub to shut off the flow of the water, and smiled at him lovingly. Aoi smirked and beckoned for Uruha.
Uruha moved over to where the older guitarist was sitting on the edge of the bathtub. Aoi wrapped his hands around the honey blonde’s hips and pulled him towards himself. He leaned in and kissed Uruha’s smooth stomach, letting his tongue poke out every once in a while, earning a small shiver of pleasure from the other.
“Aoi, honey, the bathwater will cool down.” Uruha said looking at Aoi.
Aoi looked up. “Oh, right.” Was all that he said as he pulled down his lover’s boxers and moved aside to let the other gingerly slip into the tub.
Uruha hissed at the initial contact with the water. He liked his bathwater so hot that it felt like it would burn his skin, He liked to sit there and relax until the water cooled down.
“Too hot for you kitten?”
“No. This is just perfect, thank you.”
“You’re welcome kitten”
Aoi walked out of the bathroom and into the kitchen, leaving Uruha to enjoy himself. Uruha closed his eyes and let himself slide down so that all but his nose was submerged. He opened his eyes and gazed at the candles, thinking about how sweet his lover was to him. This was one of the many reasons why Uruha loved Aoi. No matter how bad he felt his lover had a way of making him feel better. He closed his eyes once again, letting his body relax.
Aoi walked back into the bathroom to find his lover laying in the tub with his eyes closed.
“Mind if I join you?”
Uruha hummed his consent and opened his eyes to watch his lover take off his clothes, revealing that smooth, toned body.
“Mmmm. You’re a sight to behold.” Uruha purred moving so that the older guitarist would fit. Aoi glanced at him and gave a smirk before stepping towards the bathtub and joining his lover, placing himself behind the honey blonde..
“It’s nice to know that you’re appreciated.” He said as he placed his hands on the other’s shoulders and began massaging them.
Uruha leaned his back towards his lover and felt how the others’ hands slipped down to his sides. He then felt Aoi’s lips on his neck, kissing and nipping at the sensitive skin there. Uruha turned his head and captured his lover’s lips in a passionate kiss, their lips molding together perfectly.
“I love you” Aoi whispered to Uruha as they broke apart.
“I love you too.” Uruha said leaning in once more to capture Aoi’s voluptuous lips. Aoi nipped at Uruha’s bottom lip and once he was granted entrance he dwelled his tongue into the waiting heat. Their tongues battled for dominance, but Uruha finally let up and let Aoi take control of the kiss, just enjoying the feel of his lover doting him. Aoi moved to kiss and nip at his lover’s neck once again and Uruha hummed his appreciation. He could feel his length hardening from the attention the other was paying to the most sensitive spots on his neck.
“Baby, how about we finish off here and then move this to the bedroom?” Uruha said, his voice coming out as a moan.
“Mmmmm”
Aoi’s hand moved over Uruha’s submerged stomach and towards his hard length all the while still kissing and nipping at his honey blonde lover’s neck. He grabbed Uruha’s hardened cock and gave it a few experimental tugs.
“Mmmm.. Baby.. “ Uruha whispered. “We should really finish off here.” His protests went unheard as Aoi continued to stroke his length. “Hhnnhh.. Aoi..” Uruha moaned. “Stop.”
Aoi’s hand stilled. He raised his head to look at his lover. “I guess we really should move this to the bedroom.” He said smiling impishly at the slightly panting Uruha. Uruha rolled his eyes and gave Aoi a playful slap on the arm before reaching for the soap. Aoi took the soap and lathered up his lover and then took the shampoo and washed the others’ hair. Uruha simply enjoyed all the attention that he got. Once they were both clean Aoi got out of the tub and donned his bathrobe, taking Uruha’s in his hands, holding it so that the taller guitarist could slip into it. Aoi then leaned over to the side and wrapped his arms around his lover’s waist and tied the strings of the bathrobe.
Uruha walked into the bedroom and once again his eyes widened and his eyebrows shot up at the sight that he beheld. There were scented candles burning in their glass holders all around the room, the slight scent of vanilla wafting through the air.
Aoi walked up behind Uruha and wrapped his arms around his lover.
“Like what I’ve done with the place?” he asked, his voice getting a cheeky tone to it.
“You’ve outdone yourself baby.” Uruha said leaning into his lover, enjoying the protective feel of those arms around him. Aoi tugged one side of Uruha’s bathrobe and Uruha, taking the hint, turned around to face the raven-haired guitarist. Aoi lifted his hand up to his lover’s cheek and caressed it with his thumb. Uruha leaned in to the touch, closing his eyes.
“You know I couldn’t live without you.” Aoi said, leaning over to place a chaste kiss on Uruha’s soft and supple lips.
“I don’t know what I’d do without you.” was Uruha’s reply, his voice filled with love. “You’re everything to me.” Uruha leaned down to place a kiss on the tip of Aoi’s nose before turning around and walking over to the bed, letting his bathrobe fall to the floor before climbing onto it.
Aoi stood frozen at his spot for a moment, mesmerized by the sight of his lover. Shaking the daze off, he walked towards the bed and then halted at the edge of it.
“Aren’t you going to join me?” Uruha purred to Aoi as the other just stood watching his lover. Aoi opened his robe and let it slide down to the floor. He loved to make undressing into a big show for Uruha and he knew that his lover enjoyed it.
Uruha looked at Aoi with lust filled eyes and beckoned for the other. Aoi crawled onto the bed with the grace of a feline. He moved to straddle his lover’s hips and leaned down to capture his lips. Sliding his tongue past Uruha’s slightly parted lips he let his tongue wrestle with Uruha’s for a while before drawing away and moving to pay attention to the others’ jaw and neck. He continued to move downwards placing small kisses and licks here and there on Uruha’s body. Once he reached Uruha’s nipple he flicked his tongue out and gave it and experimental lick. Uruha whimpered at the feeling and Aoi, liking the reaction, moved to nip and suck at it. He then paid the same sort of attention to the other nipple before moving further down on Uruha’s body, his tongue venturing out once in a while to taste Uruha’s skin, like a snake’s tongue tastes the air. Once he reached Uruha’s hardened length he let his tongue slide out and licked the tip of it, savoring the taste. Uruha let out a moan.
Aoi let his tongue slide around the tip, flicking his tongue into the slit. He then drew his tongue back and licked a line straight from the base all the way up to the tip before wrapping his lips around it and taking his lover fully into his mouth, making Uruha writhe in pleasure.
“Aoi…”
Aoi grabbed the base of Uruha’s cock; hollowed out his cheeks and continued to suck, pumping the base in a matching rhythm to his bobbing.
“Oh god!” Uruha groaned, grabbing Aoi’s hair and tugging at it, making Aoi wince slightly at the pain that it caused. He pulled his mouth away from Uruha’s throbbing member to suck on his own fingers before returning to his task. He slid his hand to Uruha’s entrance and tentatively circled his finger there before slipping it into the tight heat. After a while he slipped another one in, scissoring his fingers to stretch his lover further. He could hear his lover whimper and moan at the pleasure cause by both his mouth and his fingers. Aoi added a third finger to join the two already there and moved them in until he felt his lover shudder, followed by a keening moan. Aoi had found the bundle of nerves.
Aoi continued with his ministrations until Uruha was a moaning and writhing mess under him, withdrawing only when he felt his lover approaching his peak. Uruha whimpered at the loss.
Aoi moved up and leaned over to the nightstand to grab the lubricant before leaning back and placing himself in between Uruha’s spread legs. He squeezed some of the lubricant onto his hand and proceeded to lubricate himself. Wrapping his fingers around his aching member he moaned in ecstasy. He then leaned down to kiss his lover’s waiting lips and placed himself at his entrance. Aoi pushed in at an agonizingly slow pace and when he was finally sheathed to the hilt he waited for his lover to adjust to the feeling of Aoi inside him. Uruha bucked his hips slightly to let Aoi know that it was ok to move.
Aoi moved at a sensual pace, wanting to feel the tight heat around his aching member. Uruha circled his arms around Aoi’s neck and pulled Aoi down for a long passionate kiss, their tongues joining in their dance to reach the edge. Uruha moved his hips in time with Aoi and suddenly he was seeing stars. Aoi had hit that bundle of nerves.
“Do it again Aoi,” Uruha moaned out to his lover. Aoi complied with Uruha’s wishes and continued to hit Uruha’s sweetspot. Aoi reached his hand in between their sweaty bodies to grab Uruha’s neglected cock and he began stroking it to match his own speed, which had increased as Aoi was nearing his peak. The room was filled with the sounds of moans and heavy panting as Aoi continued to thrust into his lover. Uruha moaned his lover’s name as he came onto his own stomach. Aoi followed him over the edge not long after, Uruha feeling his lover filling him with his warm seed. They lay there panting and trying to catch their breaths. Aoi occasionally placed small kisses into the crook of his lover’s neck.
“Are you feeling relaxed now?” Aoi asked breaking the silence.
“Mmmm.” Uruha hummed, pulling his hips away from Aoi. Aoi took the hint and pulled himself out of his lover and gently lay next to him, draping an arm over Uruha’s chest.
“But you know what baby?” Uruha asked after another moment of silence.
“What?”
“I think I need another bath. All this relaxing was hard work and I’ve worked up a sweat.”
Aoi laughed at his lover’s words and moved to get off the bed; he gave his lover’s lips a peck. “I’ll go draw us another bath then.” He said as he got up and moved towards the bathroom.
~* ~
“….Really? I’ll have to give it a try then. Thanks Kai-san. I’ve been meaning to call you anyways, but it’s great that you called me instead.”
Naoko turned around to look when she heard the front door open.
“Oh Reita just walked in. I hope that all went well with him and Ruki. You now as well as I do that it’s terrible to see the two of them fight like that.” Naoko said, glancing at Reita who had emerged into the living room. Still talking to Kai on the phone she walked over to Reita to greet him, surprised when Reita grabbed her waist and pulled her against him.
“Kai I’ll call you later, I need to go now” she said hurriedly when she felt something hard pressing against her thigh. Placing her phone on the table next to her she sent a questioning look at Reita. He had never before looked like this, tormented by lust, a predatory gleam in his eyes.
“Reita what on earth are you doi…”she started saying, but was cut off as Reita pushed her against the table and attacked her lips with brute force making her whimper out loud. Roughly he pushed his hands inside her shirt as he continued kissing her in a feverish manner.
Reita felt like he was going insane. His previous actions with Ruki had set his little world ablaze and now Reita’s heart was scorching because of the insane desire for the smaller man. It was so wrong for him to use Naoko as a substitute for Ruki but at this point he couldn’t control his urges anymore. He wanted to feel someone; he needed someone to ease his pain and to end his suffering.
“Reita, what’s going on? What happened to you?” Naoko asked panting after Reita finally broke the kiss in need for air.
“Nothing. Can’t a guy just come home and want to ravish his girlfriend? Or is that a crime?” Reita replied, biting and sucking on Naoko’s neck. All Naoko could do was moan at the feeling. She could feel how hard Reita was. The thought of Reita in such an aggressive mood excited her, but it also scared her. He had never been this way in all the time that they had been together. This whole situation was new to her and she didn’t know what to do.
Reita slipped his hands under the skirt that Naoko was wearing and slipped her panties off in one long, fast stroke.
“Someone was expecting this” Reita growled, his voice low, running his hand against Naoko’s thigh and listening to her shaky breathing. Naoko, unable to voice out any of the thoughts running through her head, lay on the table baffled beyond imagination. After not getting an answer from her, Reita dived between her legs, his actions finally earning him a reaction from Naoko in the form of moans. Reita’s ministrations on her sent Naoko into another space and time, the thoughts of doubt vanishing as she gave into pleasure.
Reita was in no mood to waste time. His conscience was ripping his insides apart and his hard on was getting rather painful. Deciding that Naoko was ready enough for what was coming, he lifted himself from the between her thighs, watching her as she lay breathless on the table, wishing that it were Ruki who was there, face flushed and begging for Reita to fuck him. Thoughts of Ruki sent violent jolts through Reita’s body, making him even harder, if that was even possible. Getting impatient Reita leaned down to kiss Naoko almost in an apologetic manner, his hands working on his jeans and finally freeing his erection from its cramped confines. Still continuing the kiss, Reita roughly pushed in to her causing Naoko to gasp into his mouth from the sudden intrusion. Reita grunted at the feeling of Naoko around his aching member and without a second thought he started to pound into her, images of Ruki flashing before his closed eyes.
Naoko, still wincing inwardly from the pain that Reita’s hasty penetration had caused, tried hard to enjoy the pounding that she was receiving. She knew from Reita’s erratic movements that he wasn’t far from his release. She watched the whole situation almost as if she wasn’t the one who was being fucked on the kitchen table. A few more thrusts and he would be moaning something incoherent and then slump on top of her. When the moment came she didn’t even have the time to pretend that she had reached her own peak before Reita had pulled out of her and given a little peck on her cheek. Reita pulled his jeans up and headed straight out to the balcony for a smoke, leaving Naoko lying there like an abused rag doll.
~*~
The feeling of tears welling up in her eyes awakened Naoko from her frozen state. Sliding off of the table and picking up the panties that were left lying on the floor she gingerly made her way to the bathroom. With slow movements she took her clothes off and let them fall onto the cold tiles of the bathroom floor. After turning the water on she stepped into the shower, hissing when the painfully hot water hit her skin. The hurt that had nestled in her heart was finally winning and she lost control of herself, biting her fist she let out a strained sob, desperately trying to scrub the invisible dirt off her burning skin.
On the balcony, Reita was panicking. While thinking of Ruki he had practically raped his girlfriend, even though she hadn’t voiced out any objections. In a few days time he had turned from an all-around nice guy to a raving lunatic. The hole he had dug had caved in today and now there was no going back to the way things were before. He had to go and apologize to Naoko. First he just had to find the courage in him to do so. With shaky hands he lifted the burning cigarette back to his lips and took a long drag, praying that the nicotine would help him to sort out his thoughts.
A/N: So there you go. Another chapter to an ongoing saga :) Neo and I worked really hard on this chapter whenever we had the time and it turned out quite to our liking. The bolded words in the fic are lyrics to a song called The Kiss by The Cure. Comments are love!
Chapters: o7/?
Author:cherryrazor and neopolly
Genre:angst/romance, smut
Warnings: warning HET
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: ReitaxRuki mentioned AoixUruha
Synopsis:"Why was I the last to know? Why couldn’t you just tell me truth?"
Comments:This fic was written on a random whim. It's our first time posting. And just to clear up a few things I thought that it'd be best that I explain that the guys haven't developed a relationship yet.. but who knows.. right?
Hope ya'll enjoy!
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
chapter five
chapter six
Kai watched as Reita came back into the practice room and slumped on the sofa, a defeated look on his face.
“Is everything alright? We heard the two of you arguing and it sounded serious.”
“Yeah, everything’s fine. We just got into a disagreement on something. It was nothing serious.”
“Are you sure? It sounded bad. I’ve never heard you and Ruki arguing like that,” Uruha said as he moved away from Aoi and went to sit over by Reita, placing a comforting hand on the bassist’s shoulder.
“It was nothing, really. We just both seemed to have gotten up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.” Reita said, shrugging off the others’ concern.
“Oh Reita, I was meaning to ask you how Naoko was doing. I haven’t heard a thing from her and I’ve got a ton of recipes and stuff that I’ve been meaning to pass onto her, but haven’t had the chance to since I’ve been busy.” Kai said, changing the subject so that the bassist wouldn’t feel offended at their prodding.
“She’s doing fine. She was supposed to go out with the girls for some shopping today. She-“
Ruki walked into the practice room.
“Let’s get this show back on the road, shall we?”
Kai gave him a questioning look that was laced with concern, but Ruki didn’t take any notice of it as he walked over to his mic stand. The rest of the band got up, each walking over to their respective instruments. Aoi, Uruha and Kai exchanged worried glances, but did not prod the subject any further. If the two didn’t want to talk about it then they weren’t going to force them to.
Practice went on as usual, but the air around the vocalist and the bassist was so thick with tension and hurt that you could have cut it with a knife. Ruki ignored Reita to the best of his abilities feeling the anger swell inside of him at the bassists hurtful words.
“I hope you understand that what happened between us was a bloody mistake and will never happen again.” “That was a one time thing and will never happen again. And don’t you go thinking otherwise.” “You’re the one that has me confused.” “That was a one time thing and it’s not happening again.” What was Reita trying to prove? He’d enjoyed what had happened between them as much as Ruki had. Why was he denying it?
Ruki forced himself to concentrate throughout the rest of practice, but as it ended he bounded straight for the door and headed out, leaving the others to clean; to put away their gear and then to lock up. He wasn’t going to spend another minute in the room with Reita. Not if he didn’t have to.
~*~
Naoko was in the bedroom putting clothes in the closet when she heard Reita stomping in. She paused in her actions to listen to the noises Reita was making; angry huffing and slamming the doors like a ratty teenager. Peeking through the door she voiced out a meek “hi” but gained no answer from the raging bull that was now sitting on the couch and flipping feverishly through channels.
“Want anything to eat?” she asked as she tiptoed into the living room. At least this time she received a grunt for a reply and Reita followed her into the kitchen.
Naoko set a plate of food in front of Reita and went on to tell him about her day.
“I went shopping with the girls and I bought something that I think you might like.” She said winking at Reita.
“Good for you.” Reita mumbled not looking up from his food.
“And we went to this one café close by. They had the best cake there. I really have to take you there someday.”
“Yeah, great, whatever.”
“What's got your panties in a twist? Rough day?” Naoko queried her enraged boyfriend, but Reita didn’t reply. He just poked at the food with his fork, skewering it.
Reita grunted in reply, still not looking up from his food.
“Want to tell me what’s wrong?”
“Nothing at all.”
“It can’t be nothing, Reita! You’ve never been this upset when you’ve come home from practice. Now tell me. What happened?”
"It's nothing that you can help me with so just leave it, OK?"
"No I won't. Now tell me."
“For fucks sake you're persistent aren't you? FINE, so Ruki and I had a spat. I said some things to him that were a bit cruel and I think that I might have hurt his feelings, or something.”
“What? Reita, you should apologize to him.”
“Why should I?! He said some pretty hurtful stuff too! It’s not all my fault.”
“It’s not about whose fault it was, but about making amends. You should show Ruki that you’re man enough to admit when you’ve done wrong and maybe then he’ll apologize as well.”
“Yeah, maybe.”
“Not maybe, yes! I’m sure he’ll notice your efforts and put in an effort too.”
“Yeah, I guess you're right. Look, I'm sorry for being an asshole to you."
“It's fine, just get your ass off that chair and go over to his place and be a man. Apologize to him.”
Reita stood up, hugged Naoko and bound out the door towards his car.
~*~
Reita was feeling all too antsy when he dialed Ruki and sat there listening to the phone ring. Like always it seemed to take forever for Ruki to answer the phone. Reita gnawed on his lower lip and played with his car keys as he sat in his car waiting for Ruki to pick up. Finally he heard Ruki’s voice on the other end sleepily grunting something random.
“Hi Ruki! It’s Reita…sorry if I woke you up” he mumbled, still unsure of why he was even calling Ruki.
“Want to tell me one more time how it was a one time mistake, huh? You know what? You’re the kind of guy that fucks a person in the ass and then doesn’t even have the common courtesy to give a guy a reach around! ” Ruki said, his voice instantly becoming cold as he realized who he was talking to.
“I’m a wha- No no! I want to apologize for my shitty behavior before and…” Before he had the chance to continue Ruki had already hung up on him, leaving Reita more irritated than before. Reita stared at the phone for a moment and then dialed Ruki again, this time getting an answer faster.
“Reita just leave me the fuck alone! Just go and choke the one eyed snake or whatever the hell you normally do!” Ruki bitched.
“Ruki please wait! Don’t hang up on me. We really need to talk” Reita pleaded.
“I think we did enough talking this morning.” Ruki hissed but didn’t end the call.
“I’ll treat you to some coffee and then we’ll talk and sort this shit out, ok? Please?”
“No. I don’t want to see you” and then he hung up on Reita, again. Sighing out of frustration he dialed Ruki again and let the phone ring for a light year, or so it felt, until finally Ruki picked up, now sounding really annoyed “Reita really! I Don’t Want To See You Right Now.”
“Please give me a chance! I can’t let things be this fucked up between us. Just come to the usual café in 30 minutes. I’ll make it quick so you don’t have to suffer so much” This time Reita hung up on Ruki and started to make his way to the small café they visited all the time. It was a place for them to relax and unwind.
~*~
Ruki cursed under his breath and grabbed the pair of pants that were lying on the floor. Look at what you’ve done to me Reita, I’m never messy and now I’m even leaving my clothes on the floor, he thought vehemently. Grabbing his jacket and slipping some sneakers on Ruki left his apartment, running to the nearest bus stop and noticing that his ride was already coming. After climbing in and finding a seat, Ruki slumped on the hard bench lost in thought.
What on earth is he going to tell me? How not gay he is? How sorry he is for hurting me? How I should start dating some decent girl and stop fucking around?
Finally his stop came up and as he got off the bus he felt how his nervousness was getting worse. He had to walk a few meters before he reached the little café. He saw that Reita’s car was already parked on the side of the road just outside the cafe. Fighting the urge to flee Ruki forced himself to continue walking towards the door. Once he stepped inside the café he noticed that Reita was seated at a table in the corner and looking out of the window. He probably thinks that I’m gonna pull a no-show. Ruki quietly walked up to the table and plopped down on the chair opposite of Reita. The bassist was startled out of whatever thoughts that he may have been having.
“Hi. Didn’t think you’d show up. Not after what I said today.”
“Well, I’m here aren’t I?”
A moment of silence followed. Both men looked out of the window, lost in thought. Finally Ruki turned to Reita and broke the oppressive silence.
“If you’re not going to talk then I’m getting out of here. I have better things to do than to sit around with you. And you told me that you’d make it quick, so shoot.”
“Look, Ruki. I’m sorry about what I said earlier during the day. I didn’t mean to be so harsh. I shouldn’t have said what I said. We’re both to blame. It takes two to tango. At least that’s what I’ve learned. I just don’t want this. I’m not…”
“Gay?”
“Well, yeah. And I’m just confused. What happened that first night at the bar and the when I waltzed into your place the next evening shouldn’t have happened in the first place. And this latest thing shouldn’t have happened at all. I was drunk and I had no idea what I was doing.”
“Yeah, great excuse. I was drunk. Now where have I heard that before?” Ruki replied, venom dripping from his voice.
“I know it’s no excuse, but it’s the only explanation that I can think of. You know that I would never have done anything if I was sober.”
“Then what about that evening after our little show for Naoko? You were sober then, weren’t you?”
“I have no excuse for that… Look Ruki, All I want to do is say that I’m sorry. I don’t want us fighting. You’re my best friend for fuck’s sake.”
“Yeah, best friend that you’ve kissed twice and fucked once.”
“And I’m sorry. I just don’t know what else to say. I’m sorry. I really am.”
“Whatever. You’ve apologized, so can I go home now?”
“Yeah, I just hope you’ll forgive me.”
“We’ll have to see.”
Ruki pushed his chair back and got up to leave, but Reita stopped him by grabbing onto his hand. Ruki shuddered from the contact and pulled his hand out of Reita’s grip.
“What?!” Ruki asked, glaring at Reita.
“How did you get here? Did you take your bike?”
“I came here by bus and the next one leaves soon, so I’m gonna head off.”
“At least let me drop you off at home so that you don’t have to take the public transportation.“
“No. I’m fine with the bus, thank you.”
“I insist. I don’t want you out there all alone. God knows what might happen.”
“I’m a big boy. I can take care of myself.” Ruki started to head for the door, but Reita wouldn’t let up.
“Please Ruki. It’s the least that I could do after the way that I’ve been treating you”
The faster I agree to it, the faster we’re going to get to my apartment and the faster I’ll be rid of him. Ruki thought.
“Fine, drop me off at home then.”
The trip to Ruki's house was made in total silence with both of them stealing glances at each other. Once they arrived outside the apartment building they both got out and stood by Reita's car. Nervously searching his pockets for a cigarette Reita watched how Ruki turned around to face him.
Please don't leave me standing here Reita prayed in his head. The urge to touch the smaller man was burning his insides like nothing he had ever felt before.
"Guess I'll be going then. See you at the next practice" Ruki said with a wave of his hand and turned around to escape the situation. Ruki only managed to take a few steps towards the door before he felt Reita's hand wrap around his wrist halting him. Ruki twirled around quickly with a facial expression that left no room for misunderstandings, but the harsh look melted from his features when he looked at Reita, who didn't utter one word, just stared at him with his sinfully lovely eyes. This is not happening! Ruki snap out of it! THIS IS NOT HAPPENING! Full red-alert had gone off in Ruki's head, but in his petrified state he couldn't do anything about the way things were going, again. He tried yanking his hand out of Reita’s hold only to be pulled against the other man’s chest. His body felt like it had caught on fire, but instead of putting out the fire, he wanted to burn into ashes. His body took control of his actions and he pressed closer to Reita’s chest lifting his gaze to meet the bassist’s.
Automatically Reita leaned closer to Ruki’s face his mind screaming bloody murder, muttering so that Ruki could barely hear him “That was a one time thing,” his lips almost touched Ruki’s slightly chapped ones, ”It’s not happening again.” Whispering the last words before he hungrily crushed their lips together in a desperate kiss.
Kiss me kiss me kiss me
Your tongue is like poison
So swollen it fills up my mouth
Reita’s body acted on its own accord and after they broke the kiss for some air, he led Ruki inside the apartment building and in no time Ruki was crushed between his apartment door and Reita, trying blindly to fumble the door open. Finally succeeding in his attempts they both fell through the door and on to the floor of Ruki’s tiny hallway. Reita kicked the door shut behind them and continued kissing Ruki like he was trying to mould their lips together. Wanting to feel more of Reita, Ruki tugged his shirt off with a few hasty movements and then continued getting rid of his own hoodie, breaking their frantic kiss for a moment that, to them, seemed to last for eternity.
Love me love me love me
You nail me to the floor
And push my guts all inside out
Finally freed from his unwanted clothing, Ruki roughly pulled Reita back to his lips, deliciously moaning against Reita’s mouth, arching himself against the other and letting his body feel even more of the others’ skin. It felt like it was leaving invisible burn marks on him. Soon the small apartment was filled by moans of pleasure from the two bodies grinding against each other.
Again the monstrous lust he felt towards Ruki had managed to mess Reita up completely. The only thing he could think of was that he wanted to feel more of the smaller man that was writhing between him and the cold floor. Breaking the kiss he moved to concentrate his attention on the rest of Ruki’s body. Licking and nipping his earlobe Reita continued his way down to ravish Ruki’s neck, which still had the marks from their previous encounter.
Get it out get it out get it out
Get your fucking voice
Out of my head
Ruki absolutely loathed how weak he was when it came to Reita. He had already decided that he wouldn’t let Reita touch him ever again, but there he was, despite his determination and feelings, yet again lying under the bigger man who was licking and biting every bit of skin that he could reach. Soon Ruki was staring straight into the bassist’s eyes as Reita returned to assault Ruki’s swollen lips, catching them in a kiss that was filled with the passion that Reita had denied of holding for the younger man. Ruki whimpered into the kiss as he felt their erections rubbing between them, constricted by the rough denim.
I can’t let this get any further Ruki cried in his mind while his body was certainly enjoying the attention it was getting.
I never wanted this
I never wanted any of this
I wish you were dead
I wish you were dead
Gathering all of his remaining willpower Ruki managed to push Reita off of him and crawled away from his reach. Quickly standing up, followed by the still lust blinded Reita, Ruki pushed him to the corridor, threw his discarded clothes at him and managed to slam the door shut, leaving a bewildered Reita standing in the hallway with his aching erection.
Damn you Reita! Ruki swore in his head. Fuck you for doing this to me!
Ruki shook with suppressed fury. And then there’s my “little” problem to take care of! I should have just made you take care of it since you caused it! Fuck you Reita! Ruki thought as he walked towards the bathroom to relieve himself of the aching problem stuck in his pants.
He strode into the bathroom, turned on the shower and proceeded to undress himself, feeling relieved when his aching erection was freed from the constricting tightness of his jeans. He gingerly stepped into the shower and let the warm water wash over him.
Grabbing the soap he started to lather himself up, running his hands over his body. Ruki whimpered as his own hand brushed over his throbbing cock. He grabbed it in frustration and started to pump it in slow, almost painful strokes, letting his anger build up. He wanted a release and as he closed his eyes pictures of him fucking Reita like there was no tomorrow started to run in his head. He ran his thumb over the tip and groaned at the feeling that it caused. Oh god! He continued to stroke himself, the anger towards Reita driving him to hasten the speed of his hand. Soon Ruki felt the telltale signs of his orgasm burning in the pit of his stomach. As he neared his release Ruki sped up the speed of his hand, stroking himself with vigor. Ruki came, his release explosive, moaning out Reita’s name. Spent and still angry, he slumped against the wall. “That was a one time thing and will never happen again.” Fuck you! You started it! And this is what you do to me Reita. I’m a hopeless mess and it’s all because of you. FUCK YOU!
~*~
”...ruha! Uruha~~” Aoi’s voice broke Uruha out of his thoughts.
“Huh? What? Did you say something Aoi?”
“What, now you’re not even paying attention to me? What’s gotten my kitten so upset that he’s barely touched his dinner?” Aoi said, getting out of his chair and making his way to stand behind Uruha.
“It’s the whole Ruki and Reita thing. I’ve never heard them argue like that.” He felt Aoi place his hands on his shoulders and give them a reassuring squeeze before beginning to massage them.
“They’ll be alright kitten. They’re grown men. They’ll sort it out between them and everything will go back to normal. I’m sure of it. They’ve gotten through their quarrels before.”
“Yeah, I guess.” Uruha replied shrugging. “But I wonder what they were arguing about. Reita tells me everything, but this time he didn’t even want to talk about it. And Ruki is one of my best friends too. I don’t want them fighting.”
Aoi kept quiet, not knowing what to say. Uruha turned his head to look at his lover and smiled at him. Aoi leaned down to give Uruha a slow and passionate kiss breaking it only when the need for air became unbearable.
“Aoi, honey, would you mind drawing me a bath? I feel so tense. I think that a bath might help me relax.” Uruha murmured against Aoi’s lips.
“Anything for my kitten,” Aoi said giving Uruha a light peck on the lips and then moving towards the bathroom. Soon the sound of running water could be heard in the kitchen. Uruha heaved a heavy sigh and then ambled towards the bedroom in search of his bathrobe.
Aoi walked into the bedroom to find Uruha sitting on the bed with his bathrobe sitting in his lap, lost in thought. Aoi moved towards his lover and kneeled down in front of him.
“Kitten? We need to get you undressed if you plan on getting in that bath,” he said wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.
Uruha just nodded and let Aoi help him get undressed. He lifted his arms as Aoi tugged at the hem of his shirt. Uruha felt his lover run his calloused fingers over his smooth skin and placing kisses on the places that his fingers feathered over, worshipping the lead guitarist with his lips. Next Aoi’s hands moved down to Uruha’s jeans. His fingers did quick work of the buttons and the zipper. Uruha lifted his hips up so that Aoi could pull his jeans off. Aoi moved back to kiss his lover’s soft and pouting lips.
“Baby, the bathwater,” was all that Uruha could muster, feeling breathless from Aoi’s adoring attention.
Aoi moved to stand and offered his hand to Uruha, who took it and felt himself being pulled up onto his feet. Aoi took the bathrobe in his own hands and guided his boxer clad lover in to the bathroom. Uruha’s eyes widened at the sight that greeted him when he walked in. There were candles on every imaginable surface.
“I’m impressed,” Uruha said his voice barely above a whisper. He glanced over at Aoi, who had moved to the edge of the bathtub to shut off the flow of the water, and smiled at him lovingly. Aoi smirked and beckoned for Uruha.
Uruha moved over to where the older guitarist was sitting on the edge of the bathtub. Aoi wrapped his hands around the honey blonde’s hips and pulled him towards himself. He leaned in and kissed Uruha’s smooth stomach, letting his tongue poke out every once in a while, earning a small shiver of pleasure from the other.
“Aoi, honey, the bathwater will cool down.” Uruha said looking at Aoi.
Aoi looked up. “Oh, right.” Was all that he said as he pulled down his lover’s boxers and moved aside to let the other gingerly slip into the tub.
Uruha hissed at the initial contact with the water. He liked his bathwater so hot that it felt like it would burn his skin, He liked to sit there and relax until the water cooled down.
“Too hot for you kitten?”
“No. This is just perfect, thank you.”
“You’re welcome kitten”
Aoi walked out of the bathroom and into the kitchen, leaving Uruha to enjoy himself. Uruha closed his eyes and let himself slide down so that all but his nose was submerged. He opened his eyes and gazed at the candles, thinking about how sweet his lover was to him. This was one of the many reasons why Uruha loved Aoi. No matter how bad he felt his lover had a way of making him feel better. He closed his eyes once again, letting his body relax.
Aoi walked back into the bathroom to find his lover laying in the tub with his eyes closed.
“Mind if I join you?”
Uruha hummed his consent and opened his eyes to watch his lover take off his clothes, revealing that smooth, toned body.
“Mmmm. You’re a sight to behold.” Uruha purred moving so that the older guitarist would fit. Aoi glanced at him and gave a smirk before stepping towards the bathtub and joining his lover, placing himself behind the honey blonde..
“It’s nice to know that you’re appreciated.” He said as he placed his hands on the other’s shoulders and began massaging them.
Uruha leaned his back towards his lover and felt how the others’ hands slipped down to his sides. He then felt Aoi’s lips on his neck, kissing and nipping at the sensitive skin there. Uruha turned his head and captured his lover’s lips in a passionate kiss, their lips molding together perfectly.
“I love you” Aoi whispered to Uruha as they broke apart.
“I love you too.” Uruha said leaning in once more to capture Aoi’s voluptuous lips. Aoi nipped at Uruha’s bottom lip and once he was granted entrance he dwelled his tongue into the waiting heat. Their tongues battled for dominance, but Uruha finally let up and let Aoi take control of the kiss, just enjoying the feel of his lover doting him. Aoi moved to kiss and nip at his lover’s neck once again and Uruha hummed his appreciation. He could feel his length hardening from the attention the other was paying to the most sensitive spots on his neck.
“Baby, how about we finish off here and then move this to the bedroom?” Uruha said, his voice coming out as a moan.
“Mmmmm”
Aoi’s hand moved over Uruha’s submerged stomach and towards his hard length all the while still kissing and nipping at his honey blonde lover’s neck. He grabbed Uruha’s hardened cock and gave it a few experimental tugs.
“Mmmm.. Baby.. “ Uruha whispered. “We should really finish off here.” His protests went unheard as Aoi continued to stroke his length. “Hhnnhh.. Aoi..” Uruha moaned. “Stop.”
Aoi’s hand stilled. He raised his head to look at his lover. “I guess we really should move this to the bedroom.” He said smiling impishly at the slightly panting Uruha. Uruha rolled his eyes and gave Aoi a playful slap on the arm before reaching for the soap. Aoi took the soap and lathered up his lover and then took the shampoo and washed the others’ hair. Uruha simply enjoyed all the attention that he got. Once they were both clean Aoi got out of the tub and donned his bathrobe, taking Uruha’s in his hands, holding it so that the taller guitarist could slip into it. Aoi then leaned over to the side and wrapped his arms around his lover’s waist and tied the strings of the bathrobe.
Uruha walked into the bedroom and once again his eyes widened and his eyebrows shot up at the sight that he beheld. There were scented candles burning in their glass holders all around the room, the slight scent of vanilla wafting through the air.
Aoi walked up behind Uruha and wrapped his arms around his lover.
“Like what I’ve done with the place?” he asked, his voice getting a cheeky tone to it.
“You’ve outdone yourself baby.” Uruha said leaning into his lover, enjoying the protective feel of those arms around him. Aoi tugged one side of Uruha’s bathrobe and Uruha, taking the hint, turned around to face the raven-haired guitarist. Aoi lifted his hand up to his lover’s cheek and caressed it with his thumb. Uruha leaned in to the touch, closing his eyes.
“You know I couldn’t live without you.” Aoi said, leaning over to place a chaste kiss on Uruha’s soft and supple lips.
“I don’t know what I’d do without you.” was Uruha’s reply, his voice filled with love. “You’re everything to me.” Uruha leaned down to place a kiss on the tip of Aoi’s nose before turning around and walking over to the bed, letting his bathrobe fall to the floor before climbing onto it.
Aoi stood frozen at his spot for a moment, mesmerized by the sight of his lover. Shaking the daze off, he walked towards the bed and then halted at the edge of it.
“Aren’t you going to join me?” Uruha purred to Aoi as the other just stood watching his lover. Aoi opened his robe and let it slide down to the floor. He loved to make undressing into a big show for Uruha and he knew that his lover enjoyed it.
Uruha looked at Aoi with lust filled eyes and beckoned for the other. Aoi crawled onto the bed with the grace of a feline. He moved to straddle his lover’s hips and leaned down to capture his lips. Sliding his tongue past Uruha’s slightly parted lips he let his tongue wrestle with Uruha’s for a while before drawing away and moving to pay attention to the others’ jaw and neck. He continued to move downwards placing small kisses and licks here and there on Uruha’s body. Once he reached Uruha’s nipple he flicked his tongue out and gave it and experimental lick. Uruha whimpered at the feeling and Aoi, liking the reaction, moved to nip and suck at it. He then paid the same sort of attention to the other nipple before moving further down on Uruha’s body, his tongue venturing out once in a while to taste Uruha’s skin, like a snake’s tongue tastes the air. Once he reached Uruha’s hardened length he let his tongue slide out and licked the tip of it, savoring the taste. Uruha let out a moan.
Aoi let his tongue slide around the tip, flicking his tongue into the slit. He then drew his tongue back and licked a line straight from the base all the way up to the tip before wrapping his lips around it and taking his lover fully into his mouth, making Uruha writhe in pleasure.
“Aoi…”
Aoi grabbed the base of Uruha’s cock; hollowed out his cheeks and continued to suck, pumping the base in a matching rhythm to his bobbing.
“Oh god!” Uruha groaned, grabbing Aoi’s hair and tugging at it, making Aoi wince slightly at the pain that it caused. He pulled his mouth away from Uruha’s throbbing member to suck on his own fingers before returning to his task. He slid his hand to Uruha’s entrance and tentatively circled his finger there before slipping it into the tight heat. After a while he slipped another one in, scissoring his fingers to stretch his lover further. He could hear his lover whimper and moan at the pleasure cause by both his mouth and his fingers. Aoi added a third finger to join the two already there and moved them in until he felt his lover shudder, followed by a keening moan. Aoi had found the bundle of nerves.
Aoi continued with his ministrations until Uruha was a moaning and writhing mess under him, withdrawing only when he felt his lover approaching his peak. Uruha whimpered at the loss.
Aoi moved up and leaned over to the nightstand to grab the lubricant before leaning back and placing himself in between Uruha’s spread legs. He squeezed some of the lubricant onto his hand and proceeded to lubricate himself. Wrapping his fingers around his aching member he moaned in ecstasy. He then leaned down to kiss his lover’s waiting lips and placed himself at his entrance. Aoi pushed in at an agonizingly slow pace and when he was finally sheathed to the hilt he waited for his lover to adjust to the feeling of Aoi inside him. Uruha bucked his hips slightly to let Aoi know that it was ok to move.
Aoi moved at a sensual pace, wanting to feel the tight heat around his aching member. Uruha circled his arms around Aoi’s neck and pulled Aoi down for a long passionate kiss, their tongues joining in their dance to reach the edge. Uruha moved his hips in time with Aoi and suddenly he was seeing stars. Aoi had hit that bundle of nerves.
“Do it again Aoi,” Uruha moaned out to his lover. Aoi complied with Uruha’s wishes and continued to hit Uruha’s sweetspot. Aoi reached his hand in between their sweaty bodies to grab Uruha’s neglected cock and he began stroking it to match his own speed, which had increased as Aoi was nearing his peak. The room was filled with the sounds of moans and heavy panting as Aoi continued to thrust into his lover. Uruha moaned his lover’s name as he came onto his own stomach. Aoi followed him over the edge not long after, Uruha feeling his lover filling him with his warm seed. They lay there panting and trying to catch their breaths. Aoi occasionally placed small kisses into the crook of his lover’s neck.
“Are you feeling relaxed now?” Aoi asked breaking the silence.
“Mmmm.” Uruha hummed, pulling his hips away from Aoi. Aoi took the hint and pulled himself out of his lover and gently lay next to him, draping an arm over Uruha’s chest.
“But you know what baby?” Uruha asked after another moment of silence.
“What?”
“I think I need another bath. All this relaxing was hard work and I’ve worked up a sweat.”
Aoi laughed at his lover’s words and moved to get off the bed; he gave his lover’s lips a peck. “I’ll go draw us another bath then.” He said as he got up and moved towards the bathroom.
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“….Really? I’ll have to give it a try then. Thanks Kai-san. I’ve been meaning to call you anyways, but it’s great that you called me instead.”
Naoko turned around to look when she heard the front door open.
“Oh Reita just walked in. I hope that all went well with him and Ruki. You now as well as I do that it’s terrible to see the two of them fight like that.” Naoko said, glancing at Reita who had emerged into the living room. Still talking to Kai on the phone she walked over to Reita to greet him, surprised when Reita grabbed her waist and pulled her against him.
“Kai I’ll call you later, I need to go now” she said hurriedly when she felt something hard pressing against her thigh. Placing her phone on the table next to her she sent a questioning look at Reita. He had never before looked like this, tormented by lust, a predatory gleam in his eyes.
“Reita what on earth are you doi…”she started saying, but was cut off as Reita pushed her against the table and attacked her lips with brute force making her whimper out loud. Roughly he pushed his hands inside her shirt as he continued kissing her in a feverish manner.
Reita felt like he was going insane. His previous actions with Ruki had set his little world ablaze and now Reita’s heart was scorching because of the insane desire for the smaller man. It was so wrong for him to use Naoko as a substitute for Ruki but at this point he couldn’t control his urges anymore. He wanted to feel someone; he needed someone to ease his pain and to end his suffering.
“Reita, what’s going on? What happened to you?” Naoko asked panting after Reita finally broke the kiss in need for air.
“Nothing. Can’t a guy just come home and want to ravish his girlfriend? Or is that a crime?” Reita replied, biting and sucking on Naoko’s neck. All Naoko could do was moan at the feeling. She could feel how hard Reita was. The thought of Reita in such an aggressive mood excited her, but it also scared her. He had never been this way in all the time that they had been together. This whole situation was new to her and she didn’t know what to do.
Reita slipped his hands under the skirt that Naoko was wearing and slipped her panties off in one long, fast stroke.
“Someone was expecting this” Reita growled, his voice low, running his hand against Naoko’s thigh and listening to her shaky breathing. Naoko, unable to voice out any of the thoughts running through her head, lay on the table baffled beyond imagination. After not getting an answer from her, Reita dived between her legs, his actions finally earning him a reaction from Naoko in the form of moans. Reita’s ministrations on her sent Naoko into another space and time, the thoughts of doubt vanishing as she gave into pleasure.
Reita was in no mood to waste time. His conscience was ripping his insides apart and his hard on was getting rather painful. Deciding that Naoko was ready enough for what was coming, he lifted himself from the between her thighs, watching her as she lay breathless on the table, wishing that it were Ruki who was there, face flushed and begging for Reita to fuck him. Thoughts of Ruki sent violent jolts through Reita’s body, making him even harder, if that was even possible. Getting impatient Reita leaned down to kiss Naoko almost in an apologetic manner, his hands working on his jeans and finally freeing his erection from its cramped confines. Still continuing the kiss, Reita roughly pushed in to her causing Naoko to gasp into his mouth from the sudden intrusion. Reita grunted at the feeling of Naoko around his aching member and without a second thought he started to pound into her, images of Ruki flashing before his closed eyes.
Naoko, still wincing inwardly from the pain that Reita’s hasty penetration had caused, tried hard to enjoy the pounding that she was receiving. She knew from Reita’s erratic movements that he wasn’t far from his release. She watched the whole situation almost as if she wasn’t the one who was being fucked on the kitchen table. A few more thrusts and he would be moaning something incoherent and then slump on top of her. When the moment came she didn’t even have the time to pretend that she had reached her own peak before Reita had pulled out of her and given a little peck on her cheek. Reita pulled his jeans up and headed straight out to the balcony for a smoke, leaving Naoko lying there like an abused rag doll.
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The feeling of tears welling up in her eyes awakened Naoko from her frozen state. Sliding off of the table and picking up the panties that were left lying on the floor she gingerly made her way to the bathroom. With slow movements she took her clothes off and let them fall onto the cold tiles of the bathroom floor. After turning the water on she stepped into the shower, hissing when the painfully hot water hit her skin. The hurt that had nestled in her heart was finally winning and she lost control of herself, biting her fist she let out a strained sob, desperately trying to scrub the invisible dirt off her burning skin.
On the balcony, Reita was panicking. While thinking of Ruki he had practically raped his girlfriend, even though she hadn’t voiced out any objections. In a few days time he had turned from an all-around nice guy to a raving lunatic. The hole he had dug had caved in today and now there was no going back to the way things were before. He had to go and apologize to Naoko. First he just had to find the courage in him to do so. With shaky hands he lifted the burning cigarette back to his lips and took a long drag, praying that the nicotine would help him to sort out his thoughts.
A/N: So there you go. Another chapter to an ongoing saga :) Neo and I worked really hard on this chapter whenever we had the time and it turned out quite to our liking. The bolded words in the fic are lyrics to a song called The Kiss by The Cure. Comments are love!