Nov 10, 2004 19:55
Why do things have to change? I hate change. Well, strike that, i dont hate change. It can be good. But lord, can it be hard. I miss things so much. SO MUCH. I miss my friends. Its not fair...its just really getting me down lately. :-( I dont know what to do. I just dont understand it, is there something wrong with me or something? idk...
"It's like you're always stuck in second gear.When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year."
ack but on a happier note, no school tomorrow. Sweet. School needs to die. I'm so sick of it. Ahh more pessimism, sorry guys i'm just not in a great mood. My grades suck ass right now. I'm so unmotivated, i hate it. I'm a smart person and I can get good grades. I just dont CARE anymore...well i eman i do care. I care a lot but i'm like "my god i can't do this work right now" and so it never gets done. What is wrong with me?!
okay i'm not leaving this entry until i say something optimistic so here it goes: I have the best boyfriend in the whole world and i'm soooooooooooo lucky...he's brought so many good things into my life :) And thats why i'm not completely frusterated with life right now. It'll be okay. I love him so much :)
Leave me something so i know that i have friends...