Don't Look at me

[cherryoranges]

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Up is down and down is left and I've lost my pockets. They fell out of my jeans. I need to scream. I'm so fraggin useless it's messed with my head. Movies and lyrics are all more interesting than me. I can't write. I haven't told anyone how I feel. I've been shouting but not the right things. I have written angsty emo dribble about my life in forever because it's STUPID. It's IMMATURE. It's WRONG. I'M WRONG!!! MEMEME!!! I HATE IT!!!! How are YOU??? I wanna sing Disney songs and cuddle and cry and run through a field of daisies and fix the broken. But only if they want it. Any minute I'll burst with emotion. EVERYTHING seems stupid these days. EVERYONE seems wrong. Projection much? Colors, patterns, pretty, flaming, afraid, unpoetic. FAILURE.FUTURE. WHAT?
AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh