i've realized how dumb i really am
i have relalized how dumb it is for me to be mad at anthony
he has a g/f so what
just because i love him desnt mean that hes suposed to be single all his life
it still hurts to think about it but thats okay i guess ill just have to learn to deal with it
as long as i dont know who this chick is it will all b ok
i love anthony with all my heart and
i really want to talk to him and tell him that im sorry and that it was stupid 4 me 2 even b mad at him to begin with
but i cant because he wont even talk to me
i dunno what the hell to do
i love the kid with all my heart and he knows that
but he wont even talk to me
i think that he is really mad at me