okay..
So this nick thing is really getting to me.
I was talking to someone that i would consider pretty intelligent this morning.. and in this conversation i realized that it's ridiculous that nick still has control over everything i do. we're not together anymore! and it sucks. it's still like we're together.. except we fight a LOT more, and he's still just as controlling as before. ugh, i'm so confused.
i'm really upset about the whole game thing too. like, how are you gonna dis me and go with a bunch of faggots that hate me. it really hurts. and acting like i don't care about it makes me feel worse. especially when i want to tell him how i really feel.
i'm really disappointed in him.. and myself.
..i don't know what to do.
:/
I was talking to someone that i would consider pretty intelligent this morning.. and in this conversation i realized that it's ridiculous that nick still has control over everything i do. we're not together anymore! and it sucks. it's still like we're together.. except we fight a LOT more, and he's still just as controlling as before. ugh, i'm so confused.
i'm really upset about the whole game thing too. like, how are you gonna dis me and go with a bunch of faggots that hate me. it really hurts. and acting like i don't care about it makes me feel worse. especially when i want to tell him how i really feel.
i'm really disappointed in him.. and myself.
..i don't know what to do.
:/