Aug 14, 2005 22:42
GiraffeWrangler (9:43:09 PM): I am your cousin, and we have been together all my life. I love you. I've known you as long as I've known anything. You have been through sooo much shit, with your health and personal life. I know that you are an awesome person with a lot of common sense. You give others the benifit of the doubt all the time.
But the thing is, you'll never expand as a person with Bill. Yeah, he's a nice guy, but he's a druggie. They can only drag you down. You've given him 3 chances, and that is too many by far.
I only know that you are too smart and too full of life to be sucked away by him. I only wish that you can find your own self worth without him.
My advice to you is to stop being with him, or any other guy. That includes sex. Be with yourself, and if in a month or more, you don't feel any better, go back, and talk with them. Don't get physical for a while, start slowly, all over again.
I realize this is a lot, but I am only thinking for your best interest. For most of my life, I have been jealous of you for your personality and some of your lifestyle. Now, I want nothing to do with it.
I love you Tiffany, do the right thing, for you.
nobody ever says anything like that to me.. except for you. and you make me really think about my decisions. thank you.