god damn.. read this shit..

Feb 14, 2005 22:52

TiffyxLovesxYou (10:01:52 PM): well i see you're moving on.. so you're fine in that category..
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:02:01 PM): :-)
BillyChronic (10:02:59 PM): what do you mean
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:03:11 PM): umm.. those chicks on myspace?
BillyChronic (10:03:34 PM): well I'm talking to them but I wouldn't call it moving on
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:03:44 PM): ohh.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:03:57 PM): i'm sorry.
BillyChronic (10:05:06 PM): No i'd have to say I'm the sorry one
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:05:12 PM): for what?
BillyChronic (10:05:22 PM): nevermind
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:05:29 PM): tell me.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:05:31 PM): :/
BillyChronic (10:05:47 PM): well I just fucked up that's all
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:06:02 PM): yeah.. i'd say so..
BillyChronic (10:06:47 PM): so now i'm dealing with it but not too well
BillyChronic (10:07:12 PM): I'm just so stressed and angry
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:07:17 PM): angry?
BillyChronic (10:07:24 PM): not only bout that but that's part of it
BillyChronic (10:08:27 PM): Well I didn't want the relationship to end, so it makes me angry that it's over
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:08:36 PM): oh.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:08:40 PM): hah ok.
BillyChronic (10:09:07 PM): ???
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:09:32 PM): umm.. you brought it upon yourself..
BillyChronic (10:10:05 PM): well I was sick of being limited
BillyChronic (10:10:14 PM): and I'm stubborn
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:10:20 PM): well that sucks.
BillyChronic (10:10:31 PM): doesn't it though
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:10:44 PM): umm.. for you i guess.
BillyChronic (10:11:16 PM): for me it does, not like it bothered you ne way
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:11:36 PM): for once.. i'm actually glad that we broke up.. you pushed me to the limit.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:11:55 PM): you showed me that you really don't love me and that it's not worth it.
BillyChronic (10:12:19 PM): what do you mean I showed you I didn't love you
BillyChronic (10:12:29 PM): I still love you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:12:36 PM): you chose a fucking job that you didn't even have yet.. over me .. THAT'S NOT LOVE
BillyChronic (10:12:39 PM): but you don't see that
BillyChronic (10:13:06 PM): well I didn't get the job and all I was asking for was the oppertunity
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:13:24 PM): yeah.. well even if you got the job.. you would have chosen it..
BillyChronic (10:13:27 PM): what's the difference if I model or work at a club
BillyChronic (10:13:45 PM): I'm still around women all the time
BillyChronic (10:14:00 PM): you just couldn't trust me
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:14:01 PM): we're not meant to be together.. the end.
BillyChronic (10:14:10 PM): duh
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:14:17 PM): see the difference is..
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:14:30 PM): at the club: women=drunk=horny ass bitches
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:14:50 PM): modeling: professional women=not drunk=not horny
BillyChronic (10:14:53 PM): but why would I do anything like that
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:15:06 PM): psh.
BillyChronic (10:15:18 PM): you obviously never knew me
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:15:29 PM): and you obviously never knew me.
BillyChronic (10:16:12 PM): i wish I could say that I never cared about you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:16:34 PM): see now you say cared.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:16:35 PM): not loved.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:16:38 PM): you never loved me.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:16:42 PM): it was all a lie.
BillyChronic (10:16:54 PM): what the fuck are you talking about
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:17:05 PM): BillyChronic (10:16:12 PM): i wish I could say that I never cared about you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:17:10 PM): cared.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:17:14 PM): key work
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:17:16 PM): *word
BillyChronic (10:17:29 PM): cared, isn't part of love caring
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:17:47 PM): love is love.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:18:06 PM): you can love someone.. but you don't have to like them.
BillyChronic (10:19:16 PM): well then I wish I never loved you, in fact I wish I never met you, i wish I could earase all the memories, but i can't... you obviously never loved me either
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:19:39 PM): gee thanks.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:20:07 PM): thank you for just making it clear that i wasted 13 months of my effin life.
BillyChronic (10:20:55 PM): How can you say you ever loved me, you always wanted me to be something I wasn't, and I think I wasted that time not you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:21:00 PM): thank you for making me feel like a piece of shit.
BillyChronic (10:21:13 PM): well that's how you make me feel
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:21:18 PM): bullshit.
BillyChronic (10:21:28 PM): and made me feel for the last 3 months
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:21:42 PM): so then why did you stay with me?
BillyChronic (10:21:53 PM): because I love you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:22:09 PM): NO YOU DON'T
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:22:19 PM): don't say that.. it's not true.
BillyChronic (10:22:41 PM): well I do whether you believe it or not
BillyChronic (10:22:49 PM): the memories just drive me nuts
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:22:57 PM): no you don't.. you want to erase the memories.
BillyChronic (10:23:17 PM): because they drive me CRAZY
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:23:27 PM): and they don't do that to me?!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:23:37 PM): bill i broke up with you because you hurt me.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:23:48 PM): you really really hurt me.
BillyChronic (10:23:48 PM): well you got what you wanted
BillyChronic (10:24:29 PM): well that's not what I was going for
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:24:58 PM): bill.. i gave you an ultimatum.. and you chose the one that made me want to die.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:25:08 PM): i didn't want to break up with you.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:25:21 PM): i thought you were going to choose me.. and then i would've let you get the job..
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:25:24 PM): but you didn't.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:25:28 PM): and i just wanted to die.
BillyChronic (10:26:04 PM): well i think you were looking for an excuse
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:26:28 PM): by chosing a job that you don't even have yet.. over the one you "love".. then that is not love.. ask anyone.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:26:32 PM): an excuse?!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:26:39 PM): bill! you chose it
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:26:40 PM): !
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:26:42 PM): not me!
BillyChronic (10:26:52 PM): no you chose to take it there
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:27:00 PM): because you effing hurt me!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:27:22 PM): if it was the other way around.. you would have done the same thing.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:27:27 PM): and don't even say that you wouldn't.
BillyChronic (10:27:45 PM): shit you could have had ne job you wanted
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:27:59 PM): bull fucking shit.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:28:12 PM): that's not even my point!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:28:33 PM): if you had givin me a choice of you or a job that i didn't have yet.. and i chose that job.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:28:37 PM): you would have left me.
BillyChronic (10:28:53 PM): Iw ouldn't have made you make that choice
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:28:59 PM): i knew you were gonna say that.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:29:04 PM): but if you had.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:29:08 PM): you would have felt like shit.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:29:34 PM): you wouldn't think that i loved you.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:29:43 PM): you wouldn't want to look at me. or talk to me.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:29:46 PM): or think about me.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:29:51 PM): because it hurts so bad.
BillyChronic (10:30:07 PM): exactly what I am feeling at this exact moment in time
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:30:14 PM): you did it to me first buddy
BillyChronic (10:31:29 PM): well I'm sure you've already found someone else that makes you millions of times happier, cuz all I ever was was a loser ne way
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:32:02 PM): actually.. no.. i'm think i'm starting to have feelings for someone.. but it's not love. yet.
BillyChronic (10:32:28 PM): well good for you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:32:36 PM): i know.
BillyChronic (10:35:13 PM): to tell you the truth, I hope you have a great life, as I cannot be part of that, i want to make you disapear from my mind so, I never want to talk to you again, I hope you have fun being the slut you always wanted to be.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:35:30 PM): FUCK YOU.
BillyChronic (10:36:17 PM): well that's the way I see it, simply you wanted new dick, have fun
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:36:42 PM): you know what? that night that you asked me if i desired you anymore.. I DON'T!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:36:55 PM): sex with you gets boring.
BillyChronic (10:36:57 PM): see i knew it
BillyChronic (10:37:51 PM): well you weren't too great either
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:37:58 PM): excuse me?
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:38:09 PM): i thought i gave you the best head you've ever had?
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:38:30 PM): and you didn't know jack shit!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:38:37 PM): i stayed with you because i love you!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:39:02 PM): GOD DAMN YOU ARE SO NAIIVE!
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:39:15 PM): NAIVE*
BillyChronic (10:39:23 PM): well obviously you didn't if you already have feelings for someone else
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:39:42 PM): i didn't already have feelings for someone else you ass.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:39:50 PM): they started today.
BillyChronic (10:40:10 PM): oh wow a whole week and change
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:40:45 PM): gee how long did it take me to fall in LOVE with you? lets think? a week?
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:41:01 PM): and i'm not even in love!
BillyChronic (10:41:06 PM): I can't even bring myself to but you weren't just commited to someone else
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:41:26 PM): i was in love with jesse.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:41:28 PM): remember?
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:41:49 PM): and it was LOVE.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:42:04 PM): i was in love with that kid for a year.. and then it changed for YOU
BillyChronic (10:42:22 PM): I just don't understand how you can say I didn't love you
BillyChronic (10:42:30 PM): I was obsessed with you
BillyChronic (10:42:36 PM): you were my world
BillyChronic (10:42:46 PM): everything revolved around you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:43:11 PM): well now you don't have to worry about that.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:43:31 PM): and pot and alcohol and cigarettes.
BillyChronic (10:43:34 PM): I didn't worry about that because I was devoted to you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:43:38 PM): and oh yeah.. a job at club rain.
BillyChronic (10:43:48 PM): i don't even have a job there
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:44:00 PM): i know.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:44:14 PM): but you wanted that more than me.. obviously.
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:44:32 PM): and now that you don't have either.. you're depressed..
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:44:34 PM): wwaaaaaa
BillyChronic (10:48:20 PM): well you know what, there is no point in arguing about this, I know no matter what I say I'm wrong and you hate me, but whatever, life goes on, I'm not going to worry about this anymore, you are happy now, that is all I could have ever wanted, so please never talk to me again, I'm not worth the effort or time, finally everryone in your world got what they wanted except me, such is my life, I should have known it was too good to last forever, but now I can say that I have felt true love for someone,
BillyChronic (10:48:39 PM): and that I felt that love back.
BillyChronic (10:48:59 PM): And I know it is something I will never feel again
BillyChronic (10:49:47 PM): so for one last time good bye, have a nice life, and I love you
TiffyxLovesxYou (10:50:27 PM): k bye.
BillyChronic signed off at 10:52:52 PM.

THE END!
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