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well, ive still been thinkin bout nikki...and i hate the fact that when i left..it was on a bad note. the thing nikki didnt know was..that the only reason i was being a b**** to her is because i was gonna miss her the most out of all of the people there because of they stuff we went through (psyco..lol) and some personal stuff. so i was trying to be mean so i wouldnt care as much but then when i moved i felt bad because if something ever happened to her as u read in my last journal i would feel like it is my fault. and look what happens..she goes crazy...my mom dont like her anymore she never did she thinks she triend to steal my stuff from me before i left and she didnt know nikki was being like that because of me...!everything is always my fault...im so sick of it...but i never got to tell her that i was gonna miss her and i never got to give her a hug bye or anything...oh well im gonna go for now and check my email..theres only 8 days left of school..and when skool is over i wont be able to update my journal unless i go to a freinds house... :(