Nov 25, 2004 19:51
Well today was very stressful. I'm at my grandmothers and my whole family was on my ass... my aunt told me that since I'm not going to school...if I drop out and become a loser and need my family in how ever many years they won't be here.... I don't want their opinion so therefore they won't be here for me to fall back on when I need them.
So my aunt deff. told me she was gonna disown me...
Bob was the only one who was sweet to me today... But that's cause Bob has had a rough week... poor bob.
After my mom told the family I was dropping out and going to night school...her and my sister told the family I was preggers...
This is wonderful....
I spent majority of the day sitting and crying in the shower, in the bathroom, in the backroom. I was as far away from my family as possible.
So I'm thankful because...
--I always have somewhere to sleep
--I always have food to eat
--I always have clothes to wear
--I almost always have someone who I can talk to...
--Thank you for giving me the strength to get through everything...
--Thank you for giving me the knowledge to change myself...
--Thank you for loving me and giving me a chance...
Goodnight everyone... I'm going to make a phone call and be cheerful and happy... The me everyone loves...<3
I'm trying so hard to become something I tried so hard not to be...<33333
Happy Thanksgiving...¼³