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"Everything good always ends badly."
I told her that was no way to look at life. That it was sad, and I wanted her to believe otherwise. She tried to explain but I stopped her and let her know that there was no way I wanted her to convince me of that, as true as it may be.
But then she walked away and her words rushed through my brain like lava and destroyed every argument for a happy ending that I could think of.
I guess there's no escaping the shit life throws at us.
Too bad.
Things have been fairly interesting as of late.
Illusions are nice until they disappear right before your eyes.
It was nice while it lasted though.
And I think I'm okay with the reality of what we had.
Convenience.
I must admit though, I can't escape being a girl, and reality does hurt just a little.
Even if I admit that we were both kinda using eachother at our convenience for a little affection/attention/fun... It would have been nice for you to want it a little more than me. It would have been nice to feel special a little longer.
But that's okay. We both knew in the back of our minds what we were doing and that it wasn't going to last long at all. It didn't stand a chance to live longer than a couple of weeks anyhow.
We both know that it's not a big deal and we'll forget about eachother fairly quickly.
Emotions aren't always logical though.
I told her that was no way to look at life. That it was sad, and I wanted her to believe otherwise. She tried to explain but I stopped her and let her know that there was no way I wanted her to convince me of that, as true as it may be.
But then she walked away and her words rushed through my brain like lava and destroyed every argument for a happy ending that I could think of.
I guess there's no escaping the shit life throws at us.
Too bad.
Things have been fairly interesting as of late.
Illusions are nice until they disappear right before your eyes.
It was nice while it lasted though.
And I think I'm okay with the reality of what we had.
Convenience.
I must admit though, I can't escape being a girl, and reality does hurt just a little.
Even if I admit that we were both kinda using eachother at our convenience for a little affection/attention/fun... It would have been nice for you to want it a little more than me. It would have been nice to feel special a little longer.
But that's okay. We both knew in the back of our minds what we were doing and that it wasn't going to last long at all. It didn't stand a chance to live longer than a couple of weeks anyhow.
We both know that it's not a big deal and we'll forget about eachother fairly quickly.
Emotions aren't always logical though.