It's beautiful the way she refuses to let you in

May 16, 2004 12:16

Do you dream to forget or to remember?
Is the idea of feeling absolutely nothing so appealing that you would induce yourself into a world you don't belong?

Of course I would my dear. I thought that's what you always understood.

I would give anything for a place to go secluded in fantasy. Where I could leave you behind and scream loud enough to shatter glass without a single soul hearing me.

I'd do anything for a reason to not want that place. A reason to believe once again in the dignity of the human race. To feel once again what it is to feel. To remember why life's worth living and take to heart the same advice I gave you weeks ago.

That my dear is where I want to be.
But that my dear is where no one can ever find.

Inside the turmoil there's understanding.
Because in it's own way, it was incredibly beautiful.

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