Christmas
Last week was a bit weird, i had my first scan and it was amazing then the next day my bf said he didnt feel the same anymore but then he changed his mind lol but i know all bout what his problems are, he gets depressed alot and he does not want to have any drugs etc not again cuz he knows how fucked up they can make people.
We are guan take it slow, i mean i think we did kinda rush into the whole "we are guna be parents" act. emma was just amazing to me when i told her that night, she made me laugh and feel so much better. i know shes properly thinking wtf kira dump his arse lol but emma you know what its like to love someone so much. anyway lol its christmas and we should all be happy and jolly but im not haha cuz im not like 10 anymore so i dnt get really excited hahaha!
Annnnyway yeah weirdness but hopefully everythink will be sorted out, besides we have 7months to sort things out, my mum hates his guts but so would i if i was my mum, shel get used to it again she has to im having his child!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
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We are guan take it slow, i mean i think we did kinda rush into the whole "we are guna be parents" act. emma was just amazing to me when i told her that night, she made me laugh and feel so much better. i know shes properly thinking wtf kira dump his arse lol but emma you know what its like to love someone so much. anyway lol its christmas and we should all be happy and jolly but im not haha cuz im not like 10 anymore so i dnt get really excited hahaha!
Annnnyway yeah weirdness but hopefully everythink will be sorted out, besides we have 7months to sort things out, my mum hates his guts but so would i if i was my mum, shel get used to it again she has to im having his child!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
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