[fanfic][one-shot]Cut/Set me free.

Oct 07, 2009 16:38

Title: PLease set/cut me free .
Author: mighty_angel  aka Hina
Rating:  15+
Decicating to : ukel_chan  and lynei  ♥
Paring:  JaeHo {DBSK}
Genre: angst,romance
Summary:  Jae wants to be with Yunho but he is too shy to say it. One day Yunho visit him and see something, he better shouldn't see.
My isperation was ukel_chan  's fanfic. You are damn good!♥

One day I will tell you that I love you. I am sure I will do that. I mean how hard should this be? Is really hard. I think. I am a little nervous. We didn't saw each other for a while. I hope you didn't forget me. I don't wanna go to the studio. I don't want that you see me with this face. I am really...well how I am? [end of jaes view]

He was blond. He had red lips. His skin was white  snow white. He could be that girl from disney. But he is the prince of DBSK.. Jaejoong. He sitts in a coner of the room and is looking like he is frozen.The othe rmemmbers of the DBSK band are joking around. Only he is there. He is wearing a long shirt. Is rainning outside. "Jae. Don't want to join us? Hey JAE!" The named male didn't first react of his dudes calling, but then he look up at him and shake his head. Like always. "Whats wrong Jae?" The other one asks "Don't aks him,so or so he won't answere,don't waste your time with him..."The other one reply. Suddenly Yunho stand up and grap the one who just say that."We are a group! Don't say such thing to other group members." Yunho shut at him and didn't leave him alone. Jae just look. He shake his head and left the room.

He is a big boy. He is so nice. He always takes care. But....why  I am just feeling like this? I don't want to do this all again. No! No! No! NO! STOP IT JAE! [end of jaes monolog]

He push the button of the recorder. He was watching the concert they just give 2 days ago. Since then he wasn't in the studio. Jaejoong stand up and goes in the bathroom. He take a look at himself. His picture in the mirro was crying. He felt  something huge in his head. He was all alone.
He wanted to sleep but the sound of the rain outside killed him. It was crazy. He goes in the bedroom. It was dark. No one were around. All alone. He open a little box, take out something sharp and press in to his arm. It start to bledding. He didn't fell anything. Like pain. Like regret.

Suddenly. Suddenly I had the feeling that something is wrong. Jae wasn't here since 2 days. He said he is fine. But... I am sure something is wrong with him. I. Suddenly my heart said : RUN! [end of Yunho's monolog]

It was still rainning. It won't stop. Just like his blood. All the cuts. Suddenly he heard the door bell. He was shocked. Please Please don't let it be Yunho! He start to pray. "JAE?! OPEN THE DOOR!" It is him. He scream in his head. "Leave me alone!" He didn't want to say that, not to HIM. "NO" He shut. "I count till 3 if you not open I'll come in by my own!" 1. NO NO! 2. PLEASE god! 3. Is too late ,damn.

Jae? I knew something was wrong with you. And I wish I could find it out earlier.

Yunho? Please don't think I am sick. Please don't leave me alone.

A while goes. The sound of rain filled the whole room. Jae had still "that" in his hand. Yunhos eyes were shocked. Jae could read that. "JAE" Yunho push him in his bed and hold his wrist. "WHAT IS THIS JAE?" "nothing." He answere. But wrong. "Jae don't lie to me" Yunho wanted a answere now! "Yunho,I love you." Again. The sound of rain filled the whole room." You baka, You've done that cause you love me?" "I couldn't tell you" Jae start to cry. His wrist were free again. He touch the eyes of his friend "Yunho,why are you crying?" He kiss his eyes and both close them. Holding eachother in thiscold, lonely night.

Later or soon. I know I was wrong. But now I am with you. I am strong. I'll become strong. For you, yunho.

End. I hope you like it. Sorry, but is the first time I write a JaeHo fic.

p: jaejung/yunho, #one-shot, g: dbsk/tvxq!

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