(no subject)
[Private, slightly hackable, strikes are totally illegible]
Another ball...
I should go. Ever since Celice left... I really let that get to me. It's been months since he vanished, and he's not even dead. He didn't leave through any fault of mine, and he didn't leave through any fault of his, and most of all, he's needed somewhere else anyway. This isn't anything like the time when Sasuke left K- DAMMIT that guy's gone spying in my journal before; I bet he'd do it again. I guess I can write about things I don't want him to know and then cross it out or rip it up or burn it. Even if I don't have the actual notes at hand, writing down everything I remember should help me retain it. I learned that back in the academy.
In any case, I need to get out and do something before. I might not be familiar with most of the people still here, but that's what I get for being such a hermit.
...I'll start talking to people after the ball, or during. If I start talking to someone all of a sudden, he'll probably think I'm trying to ask him out. Or her. I really don't want to run into another Heather or Yamato or anything like that.
Another ball...
I should go. Ever since Celice left... I really let that get to me. It's been months since he vanished, and he's not even dead. He didn't leave through any fault of mine, and he didn't leave through any fault of his, and most of all, he's needed somewhere else anyway. This isn't anything like the time when Sasuke left K- DAMMIT that guy's gone spying in my journal before; I bet he'd do it again. I guess I can write about things I don't want him to know and then cross it out or rip it up or burn it. Even if I don't have the actual notes at hand, writing down everything I remember should help me retain it. I learned that back in the academy.
In any case, I need to get out and do something before. I might not be familiar with most of the people still here, but that's what I get for being such a hermit.
...I'll start talking to people after the ball, or during. If I start talking to someone all of a sudden, he'll probably think I'm trying to ask him out. Or her. I really don't want to run into another Heather or Yamato or anything like that.