Rejection
So applying for jobs sucks. I keep applying and keep being rejected. I send out the resumes and what do I get in return??? Either a nice letter saying we'll get ahold of you if we're interesteed or nothing at all. It's nice getting the letter but it just adds to the overall depressing feeling I have. I almost can't take it anymore. Ever month drags on a little more because nothing happens. I'm so sick of doing this shit. I just want things to fall into place. My ideal dream, an associate producer position that I am just amazing at doing, and located some place warm. I'm so sick of jersey and I know in few months I will have to be outta here. I just hope all this effort pays off soon. I really want a career in what I majored in. I didn't go to school for nothing. I guess I have to keep applying and wishing on stars because thats all I got for now.