i can rest a little better now.....
Caleb has safely made it to Oklahoma City and got checked into his hotel okay. So that makes me worry less. Which is always good.
I am talking to Troy. He is depressed or some shit. I kinda want to feel bad for him, but he was an asshole to me, so why should I be sympathetic. He did not care about my feelings when he was stringing me along like some toy. I am glad to have him as a friend, but things are not the same between us and they probably never will be.
Hopefully my mom gets some sleep tonight. My little brother is an ass and keeps her up all night with his rants and shit. He seriously needs to be put on medication.
I miss my Caleb. Like it is unreal. I do not know what I would do without him. We have our bumps and financial issues. But you know what LOVE is more important to me. And I know that when Aiden makes it here he will be provided for first and foremost and will not go without. There is nothing I would not do for Caleb.
Dawn and I are doing suprisingly well, we have not argued or anything and usually by this time we are tearing each others throats out and not talking again. I hope she realizes though why I do not want her hanging out with Casey. I mean all the shit that girl did to me and the fact that Derek is still dating her drives me insane. I know my brother deserves so much better.
My baby just sent me a text message that he prolly wont be able to sleep well tonight because he does not have me and Aiden to cuddle up to. Awwwwww. I think I am going to cry. I miss him soooo much. I am such a fucking cornball arent I??? I mean fuck it is only one night.