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i'm tired of everyone's shit.
im tired of people who have blonde mullets yet claim that i need attention. WHEN YOU MISS A FUCKING YEAR OF SCHOOL AND PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW WHERE THE FUCK YOU ARE ITS HARD TO AVOID THE TOPIC.
i hate the people who i thought were my friends because i trusted you. i trusted you to try to help me, to keep being my friends even though i was having a hard time staying in a good mood. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TELLING EVERYONE MY BUISNESS. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LETTING LAST YEAR COME BACK TO HAUNT ME AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT ALL OVER AGAIN. you've proved the theory. highschool friends are simply heartless. they arent real friends. you guys are sick. i wonder if any of you will grow up.
im wicked glad that now when i go to school everyone knows where i was last year- because when you guys hang out with people you obviously have nothing better to fucking talk about. you guys do coke and make out with girls on the beach but hey, thats normal-- thats not craving attention.
Most of all, i think you guys are disgusting. None of you know how much last year hurt me, and continues to hurt me and how much it fucked up my college shit and every other area of my life and everyday when i think about how i wish things were different im going to now wish that i was never close with any of you- because you never helped anything get better, you made it worse and i truely hate you for that.