how can i get better if i cant feel time
i think im crying again
heres my pathetic deal. ethan.. well heres a story of his own and i dont want to post anything onine b/c im too confused to write my mind who knows how ill feel later. but for now im crying .. even tho its my fault ive decided to blame him. technically its his fault for making me fall so hard. i knew id do this i just knew it. note to self- never read ethans old journal AGIAN.
shane- im supossed to call him but i cant becasue my sister is on the phone and blah blah blah. less to the story and to fill you in.. even tho noone reads this journal- so shane walks into my drama class and i think- damn. im not going to elaborate on what else i thought b/c ... well jst b/c. anyways shane had had some to do wiht me and ehtna wiht the good word and all. blah blahl he was wiht kaitlyn i was with ethan enough said. i fell in love w/ethan. now im all boo hoo status and shane is still here being a doll. i probably seem so confusing to him.
i confuse myself.
o0o and phil is super cute. ;) even tho that has nothing to do wiht anything.
heres my pathetic deal. ethan.. well heres a story of his own and i dont want to post anything onine b/c im too confused to write my mind who knows how ill feel later. but for now im crying .. even tho its my fault ive decided to blame him. technically its his fault for making me fall so hard. i knew id do this i just knew it. note to self- never read ethans old journal AGIAN.
shane- im supossed to call him but i cant becasue my sister is on the phone and blah blah blah. less to the story and to fill you in.. even tho noone reads this journal- so shane walks into my drama class and i think- damn. im not going to elaborate on what else i thought b/c ... well jst b/c. anyways shane had had some to do wiht me and ehtna wiht the good word and all. blah blahl he was wiht kaitlyn i was with ethan enough said. i fell in love w/ethan. now im all boo hoo status and shane is still here being a doll. i probably seem so confusing to him.
i confuse myself.
o0o and phil is super cute. ;) even tho that has nothing to do wiht anything.