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I'll be 30 weeks tomorrow. 10 more to go THANK GOD! I'm so ready for this to be over!! I don't know if I mentioned this, but I am due dec 21 and I asked my dr if I don't go into labor by then if I can be induced on the 21st and she has no problem with that as long as my cervix has dilated a little and the baby is face down. I'm Gracie's only parent. I can't miss her christmas. I know this is stupid, but his (the soon to be born baby) dad has a mustache and a short beard thing. Everytime I try and think what he might look like I see this baby boy with facial hair. How stupid I know, but I don't know what he looks like without it...and I'm pregnant. Keep that in mind. My braind is like semi cooked hamburger. I do and say really stupid things right now.
My keys on my keyboard to my laptop started falling off awhile ago and then the keys stopped working mostly altogether. I finally got a new keyboard sent to me under the warranty and I called them today for help because they expected me to install it. Up and working now so life is ok again. Those dell people are so stupid. This guy enrolled me in some tech things the other night and because of it they charged me $120. I threw a huge fit. They are trying to BS me and tell me they don't know if I can be credited back. They better figure it out.
My little boy finally has a car seat.....not because his loser dad bought one, but oh because my sister did as a gift to me. John still hasn't bought shit. I know, nice dad right?? I have some new neighbors that I am not thrilled about. Don't judge a book by it's cover.....BUT......all of these duplexes are 1 bedroom....they have 4 people living there...and a brindle pit. Um...no. We are not allowed dogs here....and that pitbull can go bye bye. We all share this huge backyard that now will be covered with dog shit...and now I will have to worry extra when I'm out there with Grace that a dog might attack her. So yeh needless to say we are prisoners in our own home. We are going to the park tomorrow. They can really let me out of my lease now. They don't look kosher....and I just would feel better moving I guess anyway. I would end up with my mom...which would be odd since I haven't lived with her since I was 12....but it would give me time to save and pay off debt. It's safe to say if I don't save at all I could pay my debt off in a year....don't want to live there for a year though. Don't want to live there period really, but times are really really tough and with this baby coming it's not getting much better.
Grace turned 19 months on the 8th. She hit the terrible twos early right before that. She's throwing huge let's throw ourself out on the floor and kick our feet tantrums...she's hitting....last night she bit my thumb. I'm just like wow please stop.
My keys on my keyboard to my laptop started falling off awhile ago and then the keys stopped working mostly altogether. I finally got a new keyboard sent to me under the warranty and I called them today for help because they expected me to install it. Up and working now so life is ok again. Those dell people are so stupid. This guy enrolled me in some tech things the other night and because of it they charged me $120. I threw a huge fit. They are trying to BS me and tell me they don't know if I can be credited back. They better figure it out.
My little boy finally has a car seat.....not because his loser dad bought one, but oh because my sister did as a gift to me. John still hasn't bought shit. I know, nice dad right?? I have some new neighbors that I am not thrilled about. Don't judge a book by it's cover.....BUT......all of these duplexes are 1 bedroom....they have 4 people living there...and a brindle pit. Um...no. We are not allowed dogs here....and that pitbull can go bye bye. We all share this huge backyard that now will be covered with dog shit...and now I will have to worry extra when I'm out there with Grace that a dog might attack her. So yeh needless to say we are prisoners in our own home. We are going to the park tomorrow. They can really let me out of my lease now. They don't look kosher....and I just would feel better moving I guess anyway. I would end up with my mom...which would be odd since I haven't lived with her since I was 12....but it would give me time to save and pay off debt. It's safe to say if I don't save at all I could pay my debt off in a year....don't want to live there for a year though. Don't want to live there period really, but times are really really tough and with this baby coming it's not getting much better.
Grace turned 19 months on the 8th. She hit the terrible twos early right before that. She's throwing huge let's throw ourself out on the floor and kick our feet tantrums...she's hitting....last night she bit my thumb. I'm just like wow please stop.