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I decided I could not wait until August 11th to find out what I'm having, so after a call to the doctor I was told they can get me in TOMORROW at 11 am!! Works out really good because Grace will be at daycare. I'll be 20 weeks on thursday so it's def time! I left John a voicemail...but watch him not show up. All of my hatred I had for Paul is now being transferred to John. He's doing me the same exact way as Paul....OH except Paul went to my first doctors appointment.....and John hasn't been to any. I'm preparing myself for him being there because it's going to take everything inside of me not to attack his bitch ass. I fucking hate him more then anything. He's a little fucking bitch who deserves all the misery in the world...life is just so fucked up because he's the one living the good fucking life and I'm the miserable one.
Tomorrow I have two places to go apply too. I just applied for a loan on prosper.com so I can pay bills for a few months and then worry about the loan later...hopefully someone comes through with it. I asked for $3,000 and it's listed for 6 days so we'll see. I need to have rent money def. That's #1 concern right now.
Tomorrow I have two places to go apply too. I just applied for a loan on prosper.com so I can pay bills for a few months and then worry about the loan later...hopefully someone comes through with it. I asked for $3,000 and it's listed for 6 days so we'll see. I need to have rent money def. That's #1 concern right now.