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So while driving down the street I saw Paul at the gast station stuffing food in his mouth. I nearly died. He has packed on what looks like to be 50 pounds. He is really fat now. I love it. I called yesterday to see about when I was to get this child support he said I could have whenever. Meeka answered. She goes, "Who is this?" when I asked if Paul was there. I said, "Katie. Who is this?" She goes, "Meeka." In the most non-chalant/perky voice I said, "Oh hey Meeka! Let me talk to Paul." Her and I got into a huge sceam fest over the phone. It was great. The part that pissed me off and set me off was when she said, "The only reason that you can live the way you do is because mommy and daddy pays for everything." That really pissed me off because my parents don't pay for shit of mine. I pay for it all. So for her to fucking say that really made me made. I pay for my car, my car insurance, my cell bill, my home phone bill, two credit cards, cable, rent, my electric bill, as well as internet and anything my daughter needs so for that fucking ugly bitch to say that, yeh. I wanted to fuck her up.
Gracie is already cutting her first tooth. I thought for days she was constipated..so I kept giving her kero syrup in her bottle. When that didn't work I thought..ok..she's gasy..so I gave her some gas drops. That didn't work. Finally I decided to feel her gums and sure enough. 7 weeks old and cutting her first tooth. I need to get some teething tablets tonight when I'm out.
I'm really praying to God that Union Hospital calls me for an interview. It's for admitting. That's what I've been wanting this whole time, but just today it became available. It's only p/t, but they pay really well there. I don't feel very optimistic though. I applied for a bunch of jobs there and got a call last week. I didn't realize that "nutrition assistant" meant working in the cafeteria. They offered me the job and it was p/t making $9.62 an hour. I couldn't bring myself to doing that. I've never worked any type of food service in my life and wearing what looked like a shower cap just wasn't my idea of an ideal job..especially when $9.62 an hour p/t wasn't paying all the bills. A job isn't just a job when I have to be there at 6 am and daycare doesn't open until 6:30. I wouldn't even make enough to cover daycare. I feel like I made the right decision..I'm just hoping something else..like this admitting job, comes along soon.
Gracie is already cutting her first tooth. I thought for days she was constipated..so I kept giving her kero syrup in her bottle. When that didn't work I thought..ok..she's gasy..so I gave her some gas drops. That didn't work. Finally I decided to feel her gums and sure enough. 7 weeks old and cutting her first tooth. I need to get some teething tablets tonight when I'm out.
I'm really praying to God that Union Hospital calls me for an interview. It's for admitting. That's what I've been wanting this whole time, but just today it became available. It's only p/t, but they pay really well there. I don't feel very optimistic though. I applied for a bunch of jobs there and got a call last week. I didn't realize that "nutrition assistant" meant working in the cafeteria. They offered me the job and it was p/t making $9.62 an hour. I couldn't bring myself to doing that. I've never worked any type of food service in my life and wearing what looked like a shower cap just wasn't my idea of an ideal job..especially when $9.62 an hour p/t wasn't paying all the bills. A job isn't just a job when I have to be there at 6 am and daycare doesn't open until 6:30. I wouldn't even make enough to cover daycare. I feel like I made the right decision..I'm just hoping something else..like this admitting job, comes along soon.