tons of mixed feeling inside of me
ok i have this really big crush on this guy, and he has a gf which really sux cuz they have been going out for a really long time, and i dont think that they are going to break up netime soon. the problem is that i am starting to become pretty good friends with him like talking on the phone and stuff, but the thing that sux is that i dont think that i will ever b more than a friend to him. this wouldnt be such a problem if i didnt like him so much and if he didnt talk bout his gf so much!! plus i dont really agree with how she treats him, cuz he is one of the few nice guys left and i think that she treats him like shit, now dont get me wrong she does treat him right every once in a while but most of the time she doesnt!! i just wish that things could be different
sharon had her surgery on thursday and everything was ok but i cant hang out with her for like 2 weeks
i cant wait til tomorrow or monday so that i can hang out with any i miss her!!
well got to go
<3 ya all more than a million red m&ms