Lonely days in a dark shit hole
I really have gotten way worse mentally I can't get away from the tricks my mind play on me and I have developed an addiction I hate myself I hate how I am I hate what I do to people I deserve to be shot my nerves are shot to hell I can't take anything else mentally I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown
hey but i improved my living space i mean my whole 4 x 6 room oh yeah but yeah i sealed it off from the hall to have privacy
typical day -
get up
drink some coffee
working out a lot plus I
found out I can put 900 pounds of pressure in a punch made me fucking proud
but moving on but yeah can't wait for school to open back up so i can get my degree and get a job hmm but anyway pot is starting to get old again i mean i like it but i dont i would choose it over alcohol anyday i dont like to get drunk therefore i dont really do it I'm against it because its the most common killer and i have learned over the years but yea
anyways Moving to Asheville soon I Love the girl there cuz there so much different and better then the girls in Hendersonville but my main goal is to finish schooling here get job with circuit city and pay off my college as i go but other than that yeah I'm doing over all well except for the nerves and depression and other stuff but anyway ok dokie people who read this will know whats goin down with me
hey but i improved my living space i mean my whole 4 x 6 room oh yeah but yeah i sealed it off from the hall to have privacy
typical day -
get up
drink some coffee
working out a lot plus I
found out I can put 900 pounds of pressure in a punch made me fucking proud
but moving on but yeah can't wait for school to open back up so i can get my degree and get a job hmm but anyway pot is starting to get old again i mean i like it but i dont i would choose it over alcohol anyday i dont like to get drunk therefore i dont really do it I'm against it because its the most common killer and i have learned over the years but yea
anyways Moving to Asheville soon I Love the girl there cuz there so much different and better then the girls in Hendersonville but my main goal is to finish schooling here get job with circuit city and pay off my college as i go but other than that yeah I'm doing over all well except for the nerves and depression and other stuff but anyway ok dokie people who read this will know whats goin down with me