i'm so intrigued by alex'......i don't undestand he's like nobody else
i never did anything to anyone and it seems that people have a problem with me when i don't feel like talking anymore
just alot of things are going on and i don't think anyone could never understand and maybe i don't want them to cause
it wouldn't make a difference it wouldn't make me feel any better.........most of the time i don't know what i am doing and
i question why people are my friends...amd i shouldn't and people tell me that i am a good person but i never feel like i am and sometimes i wanna die and i know people don;t understand that i just think it would be alot better i wouldn't have to worry about my mom leaving me i wouldn;t have to worry about what i am going to do with the rest of my life and then i wouldn;t have to face my worst fears of being alone for the rest of my life.....i know that i could never compared to teela and i'm sure that i wouldn't want to i just wanna know what she gave him that i couldn't and i know i'm the the prettiest girl alex could have and i know i don't know him well but would it hurt to give me a chance and he doesn't try to talk to me and i don't think he understands all the things tim told me like oh yea alex said we would be better friends and tim said it's not like you had a chance with him anyways that hurt.
i don't think people stop long enough and think about what they do effects other people and i can't say alex ever did anything to me cause he never did and i can't be mad at him cause he doesn't like me and i'm sorry i can't help who i like.
just alot of things are going on and i don't think anyone could never understand and maybe i don't want them to cause
it wouldn't make a difference it wouldn't make me feel any better.........most of the time i don't know what i am doing and
i question why people are my friends...amd i shouldn't and people tell me that i am a good person but i never feel like i am and sometimes i wanna die and i know people don;t understand that i just think it would be alot better i wouldn't have to worry about my mom leaving me i wouldn;t have to worry about what i am going to do with the rest of my life and then i wouldn;t have to face my worst fears of being alone for the rest of my life.....i know that i could never compared to teela and i'm sure that i wouldn't want to i just wanna know what she gave him that i couldn't and i know i'm the the prettiest girl alex could have and i know i don't know him well but would it hurt to give me a chance and he doesn't try to talk to me and i don't think he understands all the things tim told me like oh yea alex said we would be better friends and tim said it's not like you had a chance with him anyways that hurt.
i don't think people stop long enough and think about what they do effects other people and i can't say alex ever did anything to me cause he never did and i can't be mad at him cause he doesn't like me and i'm sorry i can't help who i like.