i wish people could understand me more........
melissa and chris were talking last night he started telling her how much he likes her and i felt really bad i started crying i don't think people realize when you like someone and your willing to give up anything just to have them ......and then they tell you they only want to be friends it's hard .Believe me. I want a guy to look at me with that look in his eyes.I want to believe that a guy could love me as much as i loved him but i sometimes don't think that is going to happen.I wish guys thought i was hott,maybe it's cause i don't know how to talk to people i'm so shy i wish i had some balls just to go up to people and talk to them but i don't.....i love meeting new people.<3