Huge ass mistake
Well I am the hugest ass ever. I got lost in something that never even was.... what the hell was i seeing? what in the hell was i thinking? Here's my conversation with the girl thats friends with him...
[21:30] key2myheart0305: okay listen, ed is like one of my best friends and i promised our conv. would stay between us, but i will tell u, he duzn't have the feelings 4 u and just wants 2 b friends, straight up friends, not the benefits kind, he regrets sum of the things he's dun and duzn't wanna mislead u, so u have a choice now. but its not gonna lead 2 being his gf. im sry
[21:31] fashiondesign840: when did he tell u this?
[21:31] key2myheart0305: he kalled me. weve been on the fone for almost an hour
[21:31] key2myheart0305: just got off
[21:31] fashiondesign840: holy shit
[21:31] key2myheart0305: wut?
[21:32] fashiondesign840: i feel like an ass
[21:32] fashiondesign840: i knew i was right...
[21:32] fashiondesign840: i shouldnt have done that
[21:33] fashiondesign840: u there?
[21:34] fashiondesign840: i feel like a total ass
[21:34] key2myheart0305: im here
[21:34] key2myheart0305: shouldn't have dun wtu
[21:35] fashiondesign840: so he told u that weve done things? he said that on his own to u?
[21:35] key2myheart0305: no details but yes
[21:35] fashiondesign840: im a total ass
[21:36] key2myheart0305: no you arent
[21:36] fashiondesign840: how come he would do that if he knows definitely he doesnt want to be w/ me?
[21:36] key2myheart0305: jamie i cant tell you everything, i promised!
[21:37] key2myheart0305: it was a mistake. guys think differently. he didn't relize things
I am the hugest ass ever. Thats all I can say over and over. Besides that I am speechless. I don't know how I can let myself be so damn stupid. How many times do I have to get burnt before I finally give up on people? I do now. I have to now. I can not put up with falling for anyone ever again. I am an idiot. This entry is done. I can't talk at all right now.
[21:30] key2myheart0305: okay listen, ed is like one of my best friends and i promised our conv. would stay between us, but i will tell u, he duzn't have the feelings 4 u and just wants 2 b friends, straight up friends, not the benefits kind, he regrets sum of the things he's dun and duzn't wanna mislead u, so u have a choice now. but its not gonna lead 2 being his gf. im sry
[21:31] fashiondesign840: when did he tell u this?
[21:31] key2myheart0305: he kalled me. weve been on the fone for almost an hour
[21:31] key2myheart0305: just got off
[21:31] fashiondesign840: holy shit
[21:31] key2myheart0305: wut?
[21:32] fashiondesign840: i feel like an ass
[21:32] fashiondesign840: i knew i was right...
[21:32] fashiondesign840: i shouldnt have done that
[21:33] fashiondesign840: u there?
[21:34] fashiondesign840: i feel like a total ass
[21:34] key2myheart0305: im here
[21:34] key2myheart0305: shouldn't have dun wtu
[21:35] fashiondesign840: so he told u that weve done things? he said that on his own to u?
[21:35] key2myheart0305: no details but yes
[21:35] fashiondesign840: im a total ass
[21:36] key2myheart0305: no you arent
[21:36] fashiondesign840: how come he would do that if he knows definitely he doesnt want to be w/ me?
[21:36] key2myheart0305: jamie i cant tell you everything, i promised!
[21:37] key2myheart0305: it was a mistake. guys think differently. he didn't relize things
I am the hugest ass ever. Thats all I can say over and over. Besides that I am speechless. I don't know how I can let myself be so damn stupid. How many times do I have to get burnt before I finally give up on people? I do now. I have to now. I can not put up with falling for anyone ever again. I am an idiot. This entry is done. I can't talk at all right now.