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i now remember why i stopped going to parties. bonnie + alcohol = NO BUENO it's funny. micheal got out the same day i did. crazyness. jail freakin' blows. i've lost soo much weight but i still like huge..wtf is that about?! i've finally got a reputation here in the lovely town of springtown..a whore. i think it's funny..me a whore?! that's like impossible..or i used to think that. i talked to Dani yesterday..i was going to go chill with her for awhile then go to cleburne.. but i'm putting it off as much as i can. i don't want to leave my friends.. but i need to get away from all the stuff. and yea..by stuff i mean drugs. this whole fucking town knows that i do them because of tim and his mouth. bullshit. ryan isn't going to be back until december and i can't talk to him cause his phone isn't working. so here we go again..three months of no talking..of nothing. it's already hard and he's only been gone for like a week. i think i'm in love with him..but i don't want to jump into anything. gahhh.