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you know it doesnt matter who it is, it NEVER fails. i always offend someone. isnt that some shit.
im obviously not ready to start dating again. which sucks, because i thought i was.
gah, i think im just pushing myself away from...it or something. hell i dont know.
its just like one mintue im all flirty and fine and shit.and then im making up excuses to leave. wtf
and damn it all to hell. david opens his fucking fat mouth and tells my grandmother and my uncle that i cut.
AND then, im like fuck you guys and i lock myself in my bedroom.
yea, well my uncle like almost breaks down my door wanting to see my arms.
i go off as usual. then i show them...all. BIG mistake. meh, but lately everything i do is a mistake.
they judged me, i knew they would. my grandmother thinks that im some kind of mental case. ??
gah, i cant get anyone to see it from my point of view. maybe then they would understand.
fuck. then thanks to my lovely aunt...
kristis name was brought up. that pissed me off more than anything. even though we are hating each other...
the labeling...the accusations...the questions. i tried to stick up for her, but i couldnt say much. they dont enjoy listenting to me.
whoa, my night was packed. but you know what angers me the most...
like an hour ago, it was like all that shit never happened. how the HELL can they do that?? just put it behind them...
i just dont understand. everyones different i guess. weird.
::edit:: Dani, My Love. Sorry that I didnt call you back. My cell has been dead and i havent gathered up enough strength to put it on the charger. hah, i know...pathetic. I shall try and call you tomorrow slash later today. I might be in Cleburne...Friday night. To watch Josh play at the Hang Out. Oh shit, you have to work...right??? damn damn damn. hell I probably wont even go. MEH! ::edit::