it's uber-long comparatively speaking, but you love it
so onward with this deal...Spanish guy and I talked last night. Well, no, scratch that. Spanish guy said something pretty incomprehensible (something to the effect of "that was a good one...") and I just laughed. Like a little giggly loser lame-o school girl, I just made a fool of myself. Perhaps I could do the "sticky eyes" thing when I see him at school next week. You know, in the 5th Angus Thongs..and it's like you make eye contact and then sort of look away, but then look back as if you can't stop looking at the "him" in question. It really is a good technique, I would think. Perhaps Operation SE should go into effect, for all of our "hims", not just hottie Spanish guy. I really should start calling him Josh. *shudders* Maybe not..because 1) that would only complicate things by putting like 8 million Josh's into the mix, but alos 2) he's much hotter with a mysterious "spanish guy" title than "josh." Maybe I'll get the low-down on mr. albert (not as creepy) from Lucy. Course, then again, it may have been a bad break-up, which means she won't want to talk about it. Plus, Lucy and I aren't all that close, even if we are friends, so it'll probably be way nosy to be like "TELL ME ABOUT YOUR EX-BOYFRIEND BIATCH" Or maybe, I'll just let it go, because I know Susan, if not the rest of you think he's gross since he smokes. So, let's see...when I got home from the game, Hillary and I talked. It turned out to be a surprisingly not awkward conversation..I don't remember who imed who or what we talked about, but it was good. Which I think is good. I actually think the roles have been reversed now. Because it used to be that I was sick of Hillary, so I eventually pulled myself away. But since I've sort of reaquainted myself, I'm just being paranoid, or she just doesn't wanna be friends with me again, which I guess I could understand. I did, after 2 years of best friendship, talk shit behind her back and ditch her without really explaining myself...so if she hates me I could get that. It wouldn't be cool though, because I really would like to be friends again. So I think that about sums it up. Then, today I got the speech from Carolyn/Dad about how I don't go to youth anymore. Which is true...but it's because of the crappy people. I can't help it that the really lame people are the only ones that go...hello--not my fault. I offered that I could just go to Susan's (even though she may not want me to) because I thought the main issue was that I wasn't going to a youth, not just MY youth. Dad/Mom are both fine with me just going to a youth, doesn't really matter which one, but apparently it does to Carolyn. Which is STUPID. But, I'll keep working on that. Sorry this was so long, but I never update, I figured if I was actually going to, I might as well make it worthwhile...I'll leave with this:
"I know you wanna hit that, hit that"
"I know you wanna hit that, hit that"