Tittle : The Hardest Thing
Pairing : Eunhyuk,Donghae[Eunhae]
Length : Oneshot
Rated : G/PG-13
Genre : Angst & Romance
Beta-ed by : none
Disclaimer: The character is not mine. But the story is mine.
Summary : Hyukjae and Donghae broke up.
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Hyukjae smiles when he saw the 'will you be my boyfriend?' on his Twitter.He then reply the tweet while smiling widely. 'Of course!Hehehe' Thats is how him and the used to be total stranger to him, Lee Donghae dated each other.
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Everything seems so perfect until they had their first argument. They broke up after that and become bestfriends.One day,after a week Hyukjae went into college,he chatted with Donghae.
Hyuk040486 : Hey, I met someone today.She is so cute and kind. I really like her.
Hae151086 : Oh really? Cool. Why dont you go and tell her that you like her?
Hyuk040486 : omg no.I am not brave enough to tell her that.She is my senior though.
Hae151086 : come on.Just tell her!
Hyuk040486 : no way.I am not going to tell her that! Haha!
Hae151086 : fine then.
Hyuk151086 : I am going to sleep.I have class tomorrow.Night :)
Hae151086 : Bye.Good night :)
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Hyuk040486 : Hey! Guess what?! I am taken! Hehe n_____n
Hae151086 : oh wow. Congrats.
Hyuk040486 : I am so happy right now!
Hae151086 : If you are happy I am happy too :D btw,I need to do something. Talk to you later!
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Donghae went to Paris for his college's activity and bought something to Hyukjae.He smiles when his mind remembers Hyukjae and fishes out his phone and typed something.
'Dear, wanna give me your address?btw, how are you? What are you doing? :) Its raining here :) - Donghae'
Yes. He still love Hyukjae. Eventhough Hyukjae seems to moved on already.He tried several times to sound jealous everytime Hyukjae talked about his crush but his heart keep telling that its useless.
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'You know if you hadn't tell me about your crush a week before I went to Paris, I would have confess to you once more after I came back'
Hyukjae widen his eyes.Donghae still loves him! He feels like shouting and jumping in happiness. He replied back the text with a grin on his face.
' I love love love you so you better get your ass off back as my boyfriend'
Hyukjae smiles and kissed the phone.Finally, he becomes Donghae's boyfriend once again.
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Fights , arguments and cries. They face all of them in one year.
Hyukjae started to feel uneasy. What will happen if his parents know about this? What if his friends know about him being gay? He opens 'msn' and says Hi.
Hae151086 : Hey <3
Hyuk040486 : are you really serious with me?
Hae151086 : why are you asking me that question again?
Hyuk040486 : because lately my friends keep fighting and breaking up with their bf/gf. I dont want us to be like that too.
Hae151086 : I love you.You dont need to worry bout us.
Hyuk040486 : you know this relationship is not going anywhere right?
Hae151086 : sounds like you want to break up.
Hyuk151086 : no.I dont want to break up.but its not like we are going to get married.I want to get married and have kids.
Hae151086 : I obviously can’t give you children.
Hyuk040486 : I know that.
Hae151086 : You are always the one that keep bringing the break up issue.
Hyuk040486 : can we just be friends?
Hae151086 : so you do want to break up.
Hyuk040486 : it’s because I am afraid that my parents will be mad at me if they know bout this.
Hae151086 : so you think my parents will like this?They are against gay too!
Hyuk040486 : you don't know my parents! They might kill me if they find out bout this!
Hae151086 : I am so upset with you right now.You can’t even fight for our love! Don't come at me and tell me you want us to be together after this.Not tomorrow.Not next week.
Hyuk040486 : So we can't be friends anymore after this?
Hae151086 : Just get the fuck out.
Hyuk040486 : okay.Bye.Night
Hyuk040486 signed out.
Hyukjae hugged his pillow tightly.He doesn't mean to be selfish. He doesn't want to be called mean. But he has to let Donghae go. For their own good. That night, Hyukjae fell asleep while crying.
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Its been two days after they broke up.No one said hi to each other.No morning text messages. No poking at facebook. No teasing each other at Twitter. Everything is perfect with Donghae. Donghae is to perfect to him. Sometimes he wish that Donghae is a girl. That way, they will live happily with each other forever. Hyukjae sighs while lying on his ber alone. He miss Donghae so much. He regretted breaking up with Donghae but for their own sake, he have to. He hope that one day, Donghae will understand why he does that and will forgive him. He also hope that one day Donghae will find someone better and will be happy for the rest of his life.
-End-
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Erm hello :) *waves I started writing this during the assembly just now *facepalm
I am back and this will be my last fanfic. I dont think I can write anymore after this. So yeah :) hope you will like it.
I write this for someone special. Dear you , you might hate me so much right now. I wont complain bout that. I hope you will be happy without me. Just pretend that you never know me. Alright? I hope you will forgive me when you are ready. Thanks for everything.