Jul 04, 2005 23:01
in recent weeks i have aquired rather too many ridiculous and unviable crushes. these include the 30+ year old set designer of our company production, someone who is twice my height and has a girlfriend, and the ex-girlfriend of one of my best friends. i feel like i need to scrub out the inside of my brain with a toilet brush. but i don't want to mess up our toilet brush.
my brain appears to be staging the next rose revolution. it refuses to submit to studying, reading, philosophising or even linear thinking patterns. thankyou mr neurotransmitters.
tomorrow i am going to have coffee with my ex-boyfriend, shop for very expensive dresses (courtesy of the department of education) and read russian kids stories about talking cats. i will not do my 4unit work, or attempt to complete the history unit i didnt do, or try to re-learn the french language (which i have forgotten in its entirety).
here is some distressing news;
-my aunt is coming to stay from isreal two weeks before trials start. probably in my room.
-she will be in my room because my useless adult sister is too co-dependent/ schizophrenically aggressive to find somewhere of her own to live.
look at that, it's hot chocolate o'clock. hurrah.