Jun 17, 2003 19:40
wow.....even my sister is better than me. Shit why the fuck bother? oo thats right i shouldnt and im not after this week basketball as far as im concerned is non-exisitent, but on the other hand i will now have a summmer!
actually shit what am i saying my father is gonna make me play and he wont let me quit or coach schpof will talk me bakc into it just like when i was not planning on playing.
if i do continue to play maybe ill have one single good game but then all the other terrbile games will bring me as well as my team down. that is my analogy and as long as i play how im playing right now im screwed and i dont want to play.
why the fuck did i just write that because i know im gonna have to play no matter how much i dont want to. either for my coaches, my parents, or my friends. shit what can a girl do?
as always
+until next time+