Things have changed but not all
My dad said that hes thinking of chaging jobs going back to driving.. thats not bad and all. and I think the money will be cool and all but I dont want to be here with alex and I dont want john to be here with alex alone. with me I can alest save john. I hate this Im put in the choice that I dont want to pick.. I want to leave this summer. but this life sucks.. I saw " The Omen" It was ok I have to see the rest of them. I dont want to sit at home all summer but the place that I wanted a job from told me that Im not 16 so I cant. I hate this I want to leave but Im afried to do it. I just want to give up.. every thing has changed and there is nothing that I can do about it. I think that if mom gray is here things will be ok but I still dont want to be here. I want to leave for the summer and come back when school starts again. I want a job. Grrr I miss burtchett alot and i wanted to talk to him but he has is mind lost in some world and has no emotions. Im having a good-bye party the 8th of next month