soooo...
well i have my fucking "you know what" (sorry if any guys are reading this) and i hate it because everytime i get it, i treat everyone like shit, mostly josh, well actually i treat josh like he is a peice of garbage, AND I HATE THAT. i really do, like what the fuck is wrong with me. can someone like answer that? because i obviously cant, but whatever. my moms being a bitch lately, but i dont blame her, she is going through so much, with her disease, and us not even being able to pay the bills anymore. sometimes life just sucks so bad. and how bout i hate my fucking hair. it looks like someone just pissed all over it. ugh. i want to dye it a "normal" color so bad. but i have to wait, or im totally going to fucking kill it.
im not going to junior prom. i went last year with josh and it sucked. like the place sucked and junior prom this year is going to be at the same place. i mean the food sucked so bad, it tasted like plastic, and the dj was gay. not literally, but he didnt know what he was doing. i tried to make the best of it though. but NOT for me this year, i dont like many people anyways. im going to his senior prom. i figured senior prom is WAY more important than junior prom. and i dont wanna go to two proms in a row. too fucking expensive. but, i didnt even buy a dress yet. oh boy. this shall be fun.
uhhhhhhhh i dont know what else to say really. just that im in a pissy mood and seriously guys, if you start to see like steam coming out of my ears. back away because im just THAT pissed, and im seriously easily able to just fucking kill someone while im like this. (not literally) but yeah. thats it. kbye.
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im not going to junior prom. i went last year with josh and it sucked. like the place sucked and junior prom this year is going to be at the same place. i mean the food sucked so bad, it tasted like plastic, and the dj was gay. not literally, but he didnt know what he was doing. i tried to make the best of it though. but NOT for me this year, i dont like many people anyways. im going to his senior prom. i figured senior prom is WAY more important than junior prom. and i dont wanna go to two proms in a row. too fucking expensive. but, i didnt even buy a dress yet. oh boy. this shall be fun.
uhhhhhhhh i dont know what else to say really. just that im in a pissy mood and seriously guys, if you start to see like steam coming out of my ears. back away because im just THAT pissed, and im seriously easily able to just fucking kill someone while im like this. (not literally) but yeah. thats it. kbye.
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