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today i talked to someone, and they made me realize, stuff that maybe i already knew. i know i knew it, actually. if jay wants to leave me at this time, under conditions that he knows about, that just says that he is a loser, and he doesnt care. but oh well, its his loss, im doing so much better, dont get me wrong, i am still hurt and everything but now i see that i am the better person, and i always will be. i love him and i do believe in 2nd chances, but he would have to make that call, i just decided to send him a package with proof of everything in it and he can take it up from there, sounds good to me, i'm a good girl, i will get what i deserve.