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at the moment im not sleeping very well and when i do i have really distressing dreams.
lats night was a doozy.
i was 7 and i had a family (who were nothing like my actual family). then my dream dad went to a doctor and the doctor checked him over and then said that he was gay and would have to go live in another country. so for some reason my dream mother decided that the only way that we could survive (i dont know, this dream was set in the fifties) was by steaing petrol. se we would jus find cars on the side of the road, then go to petrol stations, fill up and then without even putting the cap back in the tank (that really upset me)and then driving off really fast away from the petrol station. i couldnt quite understand why we were doing it but it was frightening. and i thought that the cops were goign to get us. then some police came up but they were apparently going to a crash in a tunnel so it was okay. but after they went passed us we had to dump the car, get out and then walk home because it was night time. then i realised that i was actually on a trip to england but somehow had found my way home because i was feeling homesick. so i was panicing because i knew i had to go back to england because ash was arriving in three days time. i was concerned that i wouldnt be able to pay for the flight back over or find one in three days. and i for some reason, had to get a flight back to the uk so i could get back to my proper home.
then i woke up and freaked out because i didnt recognize where i was for a few seconds.
i also keep having dreams about rats. not as in scarey rats, but pet rats. i had a few pet rats when i was a kid and was really attatched to them. so for some reason in mydreams i always have a pet rat. the other night i went home (again) in my dream and were checking out that my fishes were okay. then i remembered that id forgotten to tell anyone about my rat who was in a box in the shed. so i ran out there and s he was fine, but there were bags and bags and bags of wood shavings everywyere. which confused me.
does anyone know what rats mean in dreams? or a good way to stop dreaming? its driving me nuts.
lats night was a doozy.
i was 7 and i had a family (who were nothing like my actual family). then my dream dad went to a doctor and the doctor checked him over and then said that he was gay and would have to go live in another country. so for some reason my dream mother decided that the only way that we could survive (i dont know, this dream was set in the fifties) was by steaing petrol. se we would jus find cars on the side of the road, then go to petrol stations, fill up and then without even putting the cap back in the tank (that really upset me)and then driving off really fast away from the petrol station. i couldnt quite understand why we were doing it but it was frightening. and i thought that the cops were goign to get us. then some police came up but they were apparently going to a crash in a tunnel so it was okay. but after they went passed us we had to dump the car, get out and then walk home because it was night time. then i realised that i was actually on a trip to england but somehow had found my way home because i was feeling homesick. so i was panicing because i knew i had to go back to england because ash was arriving in three days time. i was concerned that i wouldnt be able to pay for the flight back over or find one in three days. and i for some reason, had to get a flight back to the uk so i could get back to my proper home.
then i woke up and freaked out because i didnt recognize where i was for a few seconds.
i also keep having dreams about rats. not as in scarey rats, but pet rats. i had a few pet rats when i was a kid and was really attatched to them. so for some reason in mydreams i always have a pet rat. the other night i went home (again) in my dream and were checking out that my fishes were okay. then i remembered that id forgotten to tell anyone about my rat who was in a box in the shed. so i ran out there and s he was fine, but there were bags and bags and bags of wood shavings everywyere. which confused me.
does anyone know what rats mean in dreams? or a good way to stop dreaming? its driving me nuts.