Easter & Uneventful Weekend ..*
Ah, I hate Easter. It's so boring. I'd rather be out of the house & doing something than stuck in here with my family. So basically, today sucked. I got to see my sister, Katie (finally) when she came home from college, but we didn't talk much, and it's actually making me realize that the age difference means a lot more now than it used to. This Wednesday she'll be 20. Six year difference. It's the weirdest thing because after dinner, I had the strangest will to grab her hand and pull her outside and just race her down the block, or push her down into the grass and see if just for one single moment I could get her to remember who she is, my big sister. Maybe I should've. Maybe it would've been good for me. But I didn't. So, obviously you can tell today sucked, but yesterday was pretty cool. Kate, Anthony, Liam & I all went to the park. It was fun just being outside and realizing how amazing the world truly is. Seeing people you love with all your heart in a new scenario. Feeling the wind embrace you and watching the sun as it sets above your heads. Of course, there were funny moments as well, and we did leave just as soon as Eric and Nikko showed up - lol. I feel like so much has changed in the last month though, it's so weird. No more Erin & Justin ; honestly - that still shocks me. Not hearing our names together. But I do love Liam, I love him with my entire heart & soul and he means everything to me. I feel like with him I can finally be myself, and I am. I'm actually myself again. I've been having so much fun. I haven't written in a journal in the longest time though, so I'm gonna start getting back into the habit. A lot has changed, new friends, new relationships, a new time to move on. I even got a kickass haircut & dyed my hair purple! I'll try and post pictures later on. As for now, I'm gonna go talk to Liam. Feel free to tell me what you think about the new layout & shit.