Things
So my life is going preeeetttyy much amazing right now. I am significantly less stressed now that my month of weekend duty is over with. The weather is getting nicer and that means my favorite season is fast approaching... which means a less cranky Alecia. And since it is starting to cool down, I'm going to start hardcore exercising again... which makes Alecia feel less lazy.
+I'm finally into the school mode. Which means I'm more militant towards dumbasses... but w/e
+Even though I'm in school mode, I just wanted to thank my residents for continuously giving me perspective on life.
+My staff keeps me in a positive attitude most of the times.
+Over the past month, I've become an infinitely stronger person.. either due to being a CA or social problems.
-The past month has been really college focused and I therefore, blocked nearly all of my high school friends. I'll try to get my life centered so that I can open back up that door in my life.
-My "I-Own-At-Life" feeling is about to screw me over by being overambitious.
-I have a feeling people think I'm boring/a bitch in BLAST. It happens.
-I want to jump Keating. Dont you fucking dare give me a B because of penmanship.
-I'm extraordinarily anxious about my grades. I think my grades will inevitably slip this semester. My grades in all of my classes are mostly based on essays, but all of my essays for each of my classes are due on the same day. They don't give me my props enough in advance to not procrastinate. Bah.
-I hate Phi Alpha Delta. I don't even like being in the same room as them. Which sucks.. because that means I hate every interaction with the organization.
So idk.. it's kind of weird. I don't have anything tangible to show for my progress.... In reality, it would appear that I'm extraordinarily unhappy due to my organizations and my grades. There is just something about growing as a person that makes it seem like it's all worth it. Never have I ever been more proud to be me.
+I'm finally into the school mode. Which means I'm more militant towards dumbasses... but w/e
+Even though I'm in school mode, I just wanted to thank my residents for continuously giving me perspective on life.
+My staff keeps me in a positive attitude most of the times.
+Over the past month, I've become an infinitely stronger person.. either due to being a CA or social problems.
-The past month has been really college focused and I therefore, blocked nearly all of my high school friends. I'll try to get my life centered so that I can open back up that door in my life.
-My "I-Own-At-Life" feeling is about to screw me over by being overambitious.
-I have a feeling people think I'm boring/a bitch in BLAST. It happens.
-I want to jump Keating. Dont you fucking dare give me a B because of penmanship.
-I'm extraordinarily anxious about my grades. I think my grades will inevitably slip this semester. My grades in all of my classes are mostly based on essays, but all of my essays for each of my classes are due on the same day. They don't give me my props enough in advance to not procrastinate. Bah.
-I hate Phi Alpha Delta. I don't even like being in the same room as them. Which sucks.. because that means I hate every interaction with the organization.
So idk.. it's kind of weird. I don't have anything tangible to show for my progress.... In reality, it would appear that I'm extraordinarily unhappy due to my organizations and my grades. There is just something about growing as a person that makes it seem like it's all worth it. Never have I ever been more proud to be me.